Only One Day Away?

"Only One Day Away?"
Written on January 20th, 2018
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
â??â?ªâ??C.FanStory 2003â??â?ªâ??
"Yes, it's Only...
"One Day Away."
"Now as My Body rests in that bed."
"That Horrible bed!"
...
"I'm **Raccooned and My eyes are swollen closed?"
"And, My Head swelled so?"
"I'm no more Alive...
"Then Dead!"
"And, there's Umbilical Fluid and blood...
"Coming out of my ears from My Head?"
"Dear God?"
"Was this Your plan for Me?"
"Was this Your Job?:
"I feel so, so, useless?"
"Can't You see?"
"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME?"
...
"Drooping blood from!the Insides of Me?"
"Comatosed?"
"Lying in a Vegetative State of Being...
"Not?"
"Lord God, is this My last Shot?"
"My final finale?"
"Is this all that's left of Me?"

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"I think one of My sister's is caring for Me?"
"Most likely Nikki"
"And, I keep hearing crying in the room?"
"Lord God, how I can hear?"
"Perhaps...
'The Grim Reaper' is Here?"
I have no idea?"
"Maybe it's a nightmare or a dream?"
"Someone is crying?"
"I think it's My Dad?"
"So, so, horrible!"
"So, so, sad!"
...
"But Lord, I'm still not exactly sure...
"What actually happened to Me?"
"I'm just grab grabbing at straws...
"Streaming and Drraming...
"As if there is this Nasty Demon in My Head!"
"Better off Dead!"
...
"Anyway, My brain is seriously damaged and all that's left is misery!"
"Lost all of...
"The Best of Me?"
...
"Look!"
"They have all kinds of tubes hooked up to Me?"
"And, I heard that nurse state something about the amount of urine that I was emitting?"
"It was incredible!"
"What more can I say?"
"I like my soda and I was at my Nikki's party...
"A part of the Day."
...
"Why did we have to leave so early?"
"Not real God?"
"Then why was I so stupid to drive in that Ford Mustang Convertible?"
"With that Mentally-ill kid?"
"Surely I mist of flipped My...
"FUCKING LID?"
...
"Brian Cole...
"I used to be friends with him...
(I think)
"And, they say, he purposely crashed into the pole on Nautilus Avenue...
"That Horrible March Day!"
"And, now I'm heading in a New Direction?"
"Perhaps some place of perfection?"
...
"Well, don't Shed One Single Tear For Me!"
(Reviewers here at Fan Story!)
"You Never Cry...
"Why?"
"Because, you see, I never *Died!"

Approximate Word Count: 402.