"True Life" (A)
Written on May 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Note: As hard as this is for me.
It has to be written.
Can you see?
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The tempo was sullen and the beat was not right.
Hold on my darlings.
Yes, hold on tight!
This is no Roller Coaster ride where you glide along merrily.
Merrily as can be.
It's more like bumper cars set to the speed of. "Let's Kill you and me?"
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Bleak as ever.
Bleak as bleak can ever be.
To Be or Not?
That question will go down in Infamy.
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You see?
True Life means simply that Reality has no limitations or time.
It just happened so f****** quickly.
Yes, quickly and unkind.
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Roses are Blood Red and the bleed tis always within me.
Not as much as a hair was displaced.
Actually no signs of trauma in this drama full of crime.
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No ticket would be written nor fine to be cast.
The driver was and got away with it.
His damn foot hit the GAS!
100 MPH.
May seem to you and to me.
"Fast and Furious"
Of course, it was and always will be.
Believe it or Not?
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But the point of the matter is I live with it and now should you.
To realize that "True Life" is awaiting and can actually happen to you.
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In closing, there's not much more that I can but should if I could but that's okay?
Because there's a new Angel in Heaven.
Yes, a New Angel named, *Jay.

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"True Life Transferred"
(Kidneys, Heart, and Lungs)
Written on May 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024

"Jesus answered and said unto her, if thou knowest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given the living Water."
John 4:10
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March 31st, 2003.
My Only Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
Only 18 years old would be involved in a horrible car accident.
And, as an innocent passenger.
Yes, on that very unfortunate but fortunate day.
And, what more can I say?
I would learn so much.
Yes, so very, very, much..
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March 31st, 2003.
Yes, I would arrive at the scene 8:00 p.m.
An investigation later would show that the car.
A Ford mustang convertible that was previously raced at Atco raceway.
Yes, but professionally in Atco New Jersey.
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Now, most likely this "Death Machine?"
(If you know what I mean?)
Yes, was purposely driven into the telephone pole at close to or over 100 mph.
The driver Brian Cole would be extracted with "The Jaws of Life."
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April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
I thought it would be okay but what a Blind Fool was Eye.
Blinded by my faith in God!
Now, 17 hours later a decision would have to be made.
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April 1st, 2003.
(Midnight)
A Decision would need to be addressed.
Yes, what to do with your 18-year-old who is now Comatose, Raccooned, and Brain-Dead?
Brain-Oxygen dead.
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April 14th 2003.
The very first letter came in from the recipient named Chaz.
Chaz was writing in gratitude for the Heart and Lungs that hath given him New Life!
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One month later, the first letter comes in from a man named Bill.
Bill was writing too in gratitude for the right Human Kidney that was now giving him a second chance at Life!
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No more would he be subjected to the Sin of total Renal failure.
A prisoner, hooked up to a machine. And, three times a week suffer tremendous in Pain!
Yes, thanks to my son Jason no more would he have to be hooked up to a machine.
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I would reach out and write returning letters to both of these gentlemen.
Yes, and we would share a total of six wonderful letters together.
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I would then reach out on to the recipient who received Jason's left kidney.
An unknown female child from South Jersey.
(where I live.)
I would write two letters and never receive one reply.
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May 1st, 2013.
Ten years would pass and I would learn so much from these gentlemen.
Unfortunately, I would also learn that African-American man from Philadelphia.
(Name unknowns)
Yes, would only live 8 years with Jason's Liver.
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May 19th, 2023.
Time has passed and my Life has Marched on.
No more would I have a spouse or be married.
Carolyn Ann Harbach Smrkovsky would commit suicide on March 23rd, 2003.
(Only 8 months after the death of our son Jason.)
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Yes, over Twenty years has now passed.
Passed since that fatal accident.
Yes, and three human beings are still walking this planet with Jason's Kidneys, Heart, and Lungs.
Approximate Word Count: 1038.