searching for your love

in the deepest sea

of betrayal and pain

is a senseless fool's errand

I built my life around you

and when you left

you took my purpose

and will to live

Now hazy memories

invade my protection walls

cruel images of us

I can't touch or relive

Seems like I loved you

for a million years

and planned to love you

even more

~ but you left ~

I stopped looking long ago

but if I ever find true love

it will be nothing like you

Soon

I won't be able to remember

who we were

all those years of "us"

will dissipate

into nothingness