Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Reflections in A Poet's Mind"
Written on January 1st, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Moments now tick by like "Reflections in A Poet's Mind."
"I see 'Birth.'
'I see 'Death!'
"I see 'Life' at a 'Whim's Lost and Last Fatal *Breath!'
"And, I see Miracles, Blessings, Love Eternal...
"There for You and me...
...
"I grasp at the Latch of My Coffin's Lid and fumble to my knees...
"Then, I ponder...
"Is that All That's left to Be?'
"For Me?"
...
"No more Son?"
"No more Wife?'
"Why Dear Lord?"
{When I asked}
"Did You not take My **Life?'
...
"The moments now Tick faster...
"I see them now turn into 'Alabaster.'
"My Past Memories are now dissipating in that 'Dreaded Pool of Regrets?'
...
"Shift-Shaping Demons" laugh in my face?"
"It's Hell below and the Angels try the best that They can?"
"It's a Mom mental Task as I reach again for the Latch but the Coffin's Lid is Closed?"
...
"Dear Lord,
"I want to know?"
"I want to Die?"
"More and more my attempts just leave me in...
'A Pit of Cry?'
"No Good reason to 'My Why?'
...
"So, I ponder why, I Can't Yonder Die?'
"I realize now...
"That it's You Lord God that saved me?'
"For a Reason?'
"And, are so kind that...
"That theses are all just...
"Reflections in A Poet's Mind?"
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Author Notes
*Breath:
"On December 28th, 2003 and only a few short months after Our Son Jason's Death...
"My wife Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky stopped her medications causing Two Heart Attacks and her eventual death at only age Forty Nine."
**Life:
]"On December 1st, 2006 I tried several times and several ways...
{All at Once}
"And, Failed miserably?"
"The only damage was about a Hundred Stitches and I hit the Heart Valve?"
"Why I didn't bleed to death?"
"Special; thanks goes out first top Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art review, this amazing and talented Artist...
'GaliaG,' and her picture...
"Colorful Reflections"
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