The pain of loving you 

Never showed with

Bruises 

Never visible to the outside world 

However 

If my pillow could talk

It would speak of oceans of tears

Left to dry within its folds

Of sleepless nights 

Fighting to understand what I’d 

Done wrong 

My soul left empty 

As you walked away 

From us

Into your new life 

I pray her heart is safe 

In your care 

But

I have my doubts