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reveal yourself
heather edell: I'm waiting for the day to break its not as simple as eating cake i just want to shake it off and go back from the very start edit my life change the pace and add new friends to the mix we cant always fix the mistakes but to add a hint of danger risk, and have the reward if we don't put ourselves out there in the real world |
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heather edell: i went to 5 places for a metro-card -not happy about it |
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heather edell: The Man That Died Again. Not then, not now but soon He'll return to the living again somehow He's alive the second time around He died once, got re-aimanted, died twice, brought back to live by a witches spell Now he works for the big guy downstairs in Hell No,No,No he's not evil He's just the living dead, but technically he's still alive, I'll try to get my facts straight for next time What do you think, he's roughly 110 years old give or take You can't fake, that rotting smell, of a corpse that's been dead for awhile now He doesn't sleep in a bed, he lies down in a coffin instead He loves to scare the neighbors, he waits for dusk He walks in a slow pace, even a turtle would win that race Afraid of lightening, afraid of gunshots and fire He's lost on earth looking for someone to desire. Ooh would you look at that, he died again, Does anyone knows CPR? |
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heather edell: i speak with feeling i don't say what I'm thinking i'll act and never do the doctor said, take a second and think it thru |
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heather edell: Perhaps your right That were not perfect A chance to turn light into night Mistakes into disappearing errors we do not make And capture strength we do not have, yet All to insure our survival as a race |
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heather edell: monster under the bed only comes out at night demoniac thoughts that run thru your head comes out in the light when we shine a camera to them. we drink a cup of coffee in the morning and another in the late evening we put the radio on in the car and turn the TV loud from a far we have a routine we live by and a honor code we rely others by we don't take responsibility. were mindless, without thought we aren't in control of our actions, cause we stop thinking after a routine becomes so clear, blindfolded we can no longer see that our actions we did not foresee has a level of difficult |
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heather edell: loneliness kills from within stabs wounds can also be as deadly were never really free we lives thru the vessel of our bodies merely mortal of the skin, Immortal of the heart we touch the souls we cannot bare, and the hairs we cannot see doesn't mean its not there, and the lives of many aren't fair personalities isn't easy, but we did have it rough |
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heather edell: Whisper and silence open your ears unlock your mysteries and i'll let you in, and revealed to you of all my secrets Give me the key And i'll set your words free A power so great that brings kings to their knees it feeds off from the tears we bleed wisdom and strength released all of your fears birth and death forget all the rest Warlocks,Werewolves and Demons Come out of your buried caves Unhinge yourself from these chains |
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heather edell: doing my nails |
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heather edell: death is the end of humanity puts a sudden halt to life, itself child's awaken eyes and starts to believe in something more, something real a rebirth of a whole new generation of believers and fools women man children people the leaders of the free will the teachers of the youth filing up our minds with unwanted truths corrupted our future selves by the evil hand of men golden hearts are the things of the past greed control us now loyalty has been shot but that won't last heavy winds, uplifting breeze sunsets are beautiful uncertainties full moons are the light in the darkness presented our guiding ways to follow the path that we made |
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heather edell: what was lost was once mind |
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heather edell: I have a life that i have lead And a brain that's above my head During the Civil War, people once said, i heard it thru the grapevine So much to consider, even a glass of wine Is a big decision, but life's is a peach But the world's is a bitch, but should i go out there and reach An happy ending, nah i'll Pass And lay down for hours on the grass Stare at the clouds above and reminisce of the life that i have lead |
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heather edell: i would like to be just like one of my heroes brave, strong, independent invisible unseen to the untrained eye meanwhile dying on the inside go through building undetective |
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heather edell: Close to death A sad thought Leaves you hopeless Within that, your never free Always tried down to something Keeps you growing, in solitude Choosing to be by yourself In emptyness Its gonna make you be alone And cold in isoation But you'll be close to Knowing your actual self Raging in war with the true enemy Dying from within Cutting and bleeding Blood draining your spirt Trapt inside, within ones mind Light turning dim Lying there, waiting for the light to shine But only darkness came And its taking you away Peace quick hovering over. |
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heather edell: I don't know If i'm still in love with you I don't want to be with any other person but you i'm scared to find out that i'm falling falling in love with you i'm so frustrated i'm so darn confuse i'm only wanna be with you thinking that your the right guy mr. theone |
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