What did I do?
I try to be a good person, so why do I always get screwed?3 total reviews
Comment from Tom Horonzy
A cathartic relief seemingly was in order
All the questions you posed must have been alike to the ones Jesus asked as he walked up Golgotha's hill.
And then there was Job boils and all
It may not seem possible but maybe your travails made you stronger otherwise you wouldn't have lived to tell your story
reply by the author on 22-Jun-2024
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A cathartic relief seemingly was in order
All the questions you posed must have been alike to the ones Jesus asked as he walked up Golgotha's hill.
And then there was Job boils and all
It may not seem possible but maybe your travails made you stronger otherwise you wouldn't have lived to tell your story
Comment Written 22-Jun-2024
reply by the author on 22-Jun-2024
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That's very possible. It is true, there was a lot of suffering in the Bible, however, I don't feel we should have to endure it now, but I guess it isn't up to me in the end. Thank you for reviewing.
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A o k
Comment from davisr (Rhonda)
Hi Monica,
You have definitely been through a lot, my friend, and I'm not sure why, either. I think a lot of times, the nice ones are the ones punished most. I've been in the position to raise two of my grandkids, one of which is three and still lives with me. I worry all the time she'll be taken from my like the first. They never thank us, just make us suffer.
I can say this, the children will harbor a part of you in their souls that can never be taken.
Big hugs,
Rhonda
reply by the author on 21-Jun-2024
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Hi Monica,
You have definitely been through a lot, my friend, and I'm not sure why, either. I think a lot of times, the nice ones are the ones punished most. I've been in the position to raise two of my grandkids, one of which is three and still lives with me. I worry all the time she'll be taken from my like the first. They never thank us, just make us suffer.
I can say this, the children will harbor a part of you in their souls that can never be taken.
Big hugs,
Rhonda
Comment Written 21-Jun-2024
reply by the author on 21-Jun-2024
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Thank you, Rhonda. My hope is that my little 3 year old granddaughter will remember me and remember that I love her, because her mother has literally been telling her "Maw-maw doesn't love you". I've heard her.
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I'm so sorry, Monica, that has to really hurt!! I'm not sure how things will play out when mom gets out of jail. I have Kylie's heart right now, but don't know what will happen later. My grandson, Paul, his mother took him and moved to the other side of the country. She doesn't talk me down, but she's moved him too far away to do anything but occasionally FaceTime with him.
Comment from jessizero
I really felt for you while I was reading this story you chose to share. I am amazed at what is happening in your life, and I am sorry. I'm glad you had the courage to share this story. Maybe telling it will help you cope. Best wishes to you.
reply by the author on 21-Jun-2024
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I really felt for you while I was reading this story you chose to share. I am amazed at what is happening in your life, and I am sorry. I'm glad you had the courage to share this story. Maybe telling it will help you cope. Best wishes to you.
Comment Written 21-Jun-2024
reply by the author on 21-Jun-2024
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Thank you, Jess. I appreciate you taking the time to read this very long talk about my life. My worst fear is that the 3 year old won't remember me, or worse will remember me and will believe her mother who is telling her that I don't love her.