Comment from barbara.wilkey

Excellent

Thank you for sharing this post with us. I'm curious would it be possible to return back to work?? Just asking. I know I went back years later. I understand it's not always possible.

Can't I still God? (comma after 'still')
God not my Job? (comma after 'God')

 Comment Written 14-Mar-2023

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reply by the author on 14-Mar-2023

I tried to hit a deep level with this one ?
An in Answer to your question.
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Well I want to come to going back to work. I work 36 years in the supermarket business and moved up the ladder helping build three.
After I retired I started for businesses.
RCL Industries of Ocean County
Restoration, Cleaning, Landscaping, and Power Washing.
When the businesses were active I never spend as much as one minute getting my hands dirty or working.
You have the abilities to make money with your mind then that's the way to go!
Thanks,
Doctor Ricky

reply by barbara.wilkey on 14-Mar-2023

good point, getting dirty isn't fun

reply by the author on 14-Mar-2023

Comment from royowen

Excellent

If I'd have lost as much as you, I'd have a rethink of my life, systemic purpose, and be puzzled too, but that's not what my existence has thrown up, so my sympathy Ricky, well done, blessings Roy
Typo : taste my immorealty. Immorality?

 Comment Written 14-Mar-2023

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reply by the author on 15-Mar-2023

For 2 and 1/2 years after the passing of first; my son on March 31st, 2003.
And then my wife on November 23rd, 2003.
I didn't leave my house.
Each morning for all those days.
Yes, I woke up alive and breathing.
But I cursed Jesus Christ.
I didn't blame him.
I blamed me!
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Note: Being in the Pit of Depression.
Yes is worse than Hell.
Because I've been to Hell twice.
But depression is forever!
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But once you finally are able to achieve freedom?
Thanks Roy my Fanstory brother in God.
Doctor Ricky 1024

reply by royowen on 15-Mar-2023

Bless you

reply by the author on 15-Mar-2023