Letter of Love
Catching Up with my life....22 total reviews
Comment from lyenochka
Carol, you're back! And I am sorry that you have been through so much. I admire how you never give up on your loved ones even if they drive you totally insane. Thank you for your faithful love.
I was confused because in the paragraph you talk about Matthew's movie, you seemed to have slipped into talking about Gene and his passing?
"Though I can never forgive him for what he's done, I felt I needed to mend a few bridges for my peace of mind. Luckily, he was sober, " (You're talking about Gene not Matthew, right?)
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Carol, you're back! And I am sorry that you have been through so much. I admire how you never give up on your loved ones even if they drive you totally insane. Thank you for your faithful love.
I was confused because in the paragraph you talk about Matthew's movie, you seemed to have slipped into talking about Gene and his passing?
"Though I can never forgive him for what he's done, I felt I needed to mend a few bridges for my peace of mind. Luckily, he was sober, " (You're talking about Gene not Matthew, right?)
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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I was watching the premiere of Matthew's movie and one scene was a minister warning us that times are short and we should always make amends. It nudged me to call my brother and we talked. He passed away days later.
My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
Comment from Sandra Stoner-Mitchell
Oh, Carol, you have no idea how pleased I am to see you writing again. You have gone through too much on your own, this is the perfect place to be, write it all out of yourself!! I'm so sorry about your brother, just as you were both bonding again. Life can be so cruel. But, he's with your parents, and all are watching over you. The rest, with your daughter and grandchildren. It's time to call a loud, Enough!! Live your life, not others. You've done that all your life, now it's your turn. Love you lots my dear friend. Keep up the writing. Love and hugs, Sandra xxx
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Oh, Carol, you have no idea how pleased I am to see you writing again. You have gone through too much on your own, this is the perfect place to be, write it all out of yourself!! I'm so sorry about your brother, just as you were both bonding again. Life can be so cruel. But, he's with your parents, and all are watching over you. The rest, with your daughter and grandchildren. It's time to call a loud, Enough!! Live your life, not others. You've done that all your life, now it's your turn. Love you lots my dear friend. Keep up the writing. Love and hugs, Sandra xxx
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
Comment from Jannypan (Jan)
I remember your earlier posts about your family issues, Carol.
It's great you feel up to writing and sharing again. I liked the
way you formatted this piece. I commend you for sharing such
personal information, but if it helped you, then that's great. My
sincere condolences on the loss of Matthew on top of all the
other issues. You are right to rely on your faith, even when you
feel it's far removed from you. You take care of YOU.
Respectfully, Jan
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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I remember your earlier posts about your family issues, Carol.
It's great you feel up to writing and sharing again. I liked the
way you formatted this piece. I commend you for sharing such
personal information, but if it helped you, then that's great. My
sincere condolences on the loss of Matthew on top of all the
other issues. You are right to rely on your faith, even when you
feel it's far removed from you. You take care of YOU.
Respectfully, Jan
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
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Thank you, Jan!
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I need the prayers and appreciate the friendship more!!!
Comment from prettybluebirds
It is so good to see you with us again. I wasn't sure what was happening in your life, but I knew something was out of sorts. I look forward to reading your entertaining stories when you get started again. Welcome home.
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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It is so good to see you with us again. I wasn't sure what was happening in your life, but I knew something was out of sorts. I look forward to reading your entertaining stories when you get started again. Welcome home.
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
Comment from royowen
Welcome back old friend, I wondered what happened to you, it was lonely without you here. The site has lost some members, and gained many more, too many, it seems to name, but I've missed your stories, and how Kaitlyn is going, well done, welcome back, blessings Roy
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Welcome back old friend, I wondered what happened to you, it was lonely without you here. The site has lost some members, and gained many more, too many, it seems to name, but I've missed your stories, and how Kaitlyn is going, well done, welcome back, blessings Roy
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Thanks so much for your kind thoughts and prayers. Unfortunately, things aren't going as I hoped and I am still struggling to find the way to write again.
My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
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Go well Carol.
Comment from BethShelby
Carol, I've really missed you. I feel bad now that I didn't try to get in touch with you by messenger but I figured it was your grandchildren who was claiming your time and that you weren't looking on FanStory at all. I like that you let us know what was happening by talking to you deceased husband. That works for me too. For some reason I thought it was you son who produced movies rather than your brother. I'm so sorry for yet another loss in your life. I'm glad you always seem to know how to Begin Again.
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Carol, I've really missed you. I feel bad now that I didn't try to get in touch with you by messenger but I figured it was your grandchildren who was claiming your time and that you weren't looking on FanStory at all. I like that you let us know what was happening by talking to you deceased husband. That works for me too. For some reason I thought it was you son who produced movies rather than your brother. I'm so sorry for yet another loss in your life. I'm glad you always seem to know how to Begin Again.
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Do not feel bad, Beth. We all have our trials to face. Life seems to get in the driver's seat and take us even when we don't want to go.
My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
Comment from John Ciarmello
I was wondering what happened to you. I'm so sorry I didn't extend my thoughts of concern to you. It sounds like an ongoing saga, and I pray for a speedy end to it all for your sake and the kids. This was beautiful and special, and I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say it's comforting to have you back with us. Best, JohnC
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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I was wondering what happened to you. I'm so sorry I didn't extend my thoughts of concern to you. It sounds like an ongoing saga, and I pray for a speedy end to it all for your sake and the kids. This was beautiful and special, and I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say it's comforting to have you back with us. Best, JohnC
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Hello, John.... Life is in the driver's seat for all of us and it races by too fast whether we like it or not. Thanks for caring!
My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
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I'm wishing you well, my friend! Best, JohnC
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Thank you for taking the time to care. Hugs, Carol
Comment from barbara.wilkey
Thank you for sharing this with us. You and your family remain in my prayers.
Yes, that does include publishing my stories. I haven't forgotten my promise to you and my Mom. (because of the 'my' 'Mom' needs a lower case 'm')
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Thank you for sharing this with us. You and your family remain in my prayers.
Yes, that does include publishing my stories. I haven't forgotten my promise to you and my Mom. (because of the 'my' 'Mom' needs a lower case 'm')
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
Comment from karenina
So glad to see you writing this. If nothing else, you have so many friends here who ask about you often ~ and of course, our emails have kept me somewhat in the loop, but not nearly enough.
Your life has had more than its' fair share of burdens and dark challenges and (a familiar story) DCFS seems to only complicate and confuse, rather than assist and diffuse.
I'd lecture you about helping others to your own health's detriment ~ but I've tried that, and you are a force to be reckoned with!
I think you were BORN a "Mama Bear" ~ and nothing will stop your attempts to assist where and when needed. I only wish your family would appreciate you more, Carol.
I'm sending love and prayers and a sweet gentle nudge to please consider taking care of your health issues. You can help nobody if you do not help yourself!
So, with that mini-nag and a huge HUGE hug, I say: Welcome back Carol!
Write a little, write a lot-- but write!
Love you, woman!
Karenina
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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So glad to see you writing this. If nothing else, you have so many friends here who ask about you often ~ and of course, our emails have kept me somewhat in the loop, but not nearly enough.
Your life has had more than its' fair share of burdens and dark challenges and (a familiar story) DCFS seems to only complicate and confuse, rather than assist and diffuse.
I'd lecture you about helping others to your own health's detriment ~ but I've tried that, and you are a force to be reckoned with!
I think you were BORN a "Mama Bear" ~ and nothing will stop your attempts to assist where and when needed. I only wish your family would appreciate you more, Carol.
I'm sending love and prayers and a sweet gentle nudge to please consider taking care of your health issues. You can help nobody if you do not help yourself!
So, with that mini-nag and a huge HUGE hug, I say: Welcome back Carol!
Write a little, write a lot-- but write!
Love you, woman!
Karenina
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
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My gosh. No need to apologize! I'm praying for you!
Comment from Jasmine Girl
Deal friend, I'm so sorry about what has happened to you. You deserve better. I know you are trying to help your grandchildren bur you should take care of yourself more.
So glad you are back. I enjoy your writing a lot.
Take care.
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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Deal friend, I'm so sorry about what has happened to you. You deserve better. I know you are trying to help your grandchildren bur you should take care of yourself more.
So glad you are back. I enjoy your writing a lot.
Take care.
Comment Written 09-Aug-2022
reply by the author on 23-Aug-2022
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My apologies for the long delay in responding to your kind review. Unfortunately, our family lost two more members this month, which has consumed me emotionally and time-wise. I appreciate everyone's thoughts and words concerning my writing and my health. The cyclone of life is not a good place at the moment. Though writing is my love and my escape, reality has a strong hold on me currently and my thoughts aren't for paper. Take care and thank you so much for caring. Hugs to all - Carol
