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"Sometime Before I Die?' (A)
Written on March 26th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'

'As that Severe Pain paints a pictured view?'
'Of my Up-and-Coming Death?'
'I breathe in perhaps, my very last Breath?'
...
'Yes, Death becomes me!'
'As her face?'
'Cuts deeper as if a new and Exclusive View?'
'An Acrid of Acidic Caustic Stew!'
...
'Yes, my time is f****** Over-Due!'
'So, here I go again?'
'And, here I go again trying hard to resist this stick?'
'This Prick?'
...
'Yes, an Eye For an Eye and a Blade for a Blade!'
'Yes, here I go again as I stick her deeply with my Son!'
'Yes, the blade of the knife trying hard to take my lousy life!'
...
'God knows this Extreme Pain remains!'
'And, persists as the view of my Up-and-Coming Death?'
'My very, last, breath?'
...
'God, No more shall I resist!:
'As if I be a Slave to this Unholy Grief!'
'Yes God, with this Thief whom disguises and becomes and tries?'
"Sometimes Before Eye Die?"
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"Touched by God!" (B)
(An Easter story)
Written on April 12th, 2020

"When you touch God?"
"God touches you right back!"
(Theology 50.10)
...
'On this Beautiful Easter day.'
'On the month of April, I now must say...
...
'If I do may?'
'Say that this is the time to not only gather and celebrate but it's also a time of Remembrance!'
...
'Yes, remembrance of all those in all the many Wars who passed away to protect our country!'
'And, a time of remembrance to honor all of those family and friends whom also passed away.'
'That we miss so very, very, much.'
...
'The Remembrance of Jesus Christ who died on this day at Calvary!'
'And yes, He was hung high and crucified on a Rosewood Cross at Calvary.'
'For you and me.'
...
'All of these thoughts are very important to me but I also have my own.'
'My very, very, Special way to remember this important day!'
'And, remember my Jay.'
...
'My Jay, whom like Christ made a sacrifice but in a different way?'
'My Jay, an Eighteen, year, old, child whom took a Joy Ride to His Destiny and Fate.'
But wait...
...
'My Special Jay?'
'Did not die on this or any Day!'
'And, I don't care what the State of New Jersey does say!'
...
'Because?'
'I beg to differ for my Jay?'
'Whom was always nice not naughty?'
'My Beautiful Jay?'
'Not much more I can say?'
...
'For my Jay?'
'My Blessed Jay?'
'And, on his memory on this day?'
'Will haunt and taunt me to the end of my life.'
'But that not naughty but NICE Jay?'
...
'But I do and must now admit my feelings are mixed.'
'Sometimes they reside and collide in my Broken Heart.'
'And, I can be of cried and filled of me with sadness.'
'But then other times?'
'I think of what my Jay had done and it refills me with *Gladness!'

By Doctor Ricky 1024
Approximate Word Count: 53
45.

Author Notes
*Gladness: adj.
joy, happiness, life.
Note:
'The First piece was based on my actual poem Entitled, "Triple Suicide Dance!"
'An attempt on December 1st, 2006 to take my life.'
The Second?'
...
'To learn more about,
'Organ-tissue Donations?'
'Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S Moretti the L.S.W. with, "The Gift of Life"
'Philadelphia Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1'
...
"I Mourn'd, and yet shall mourn with ever-returning spring..."
Walt Whitman
...
"I will have Mourn'd, but shall have mourn forever, with ever-returning Spring...'
Richard Edward Smrkovsky
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs graciously offered on April 1st, 2003
(April Fool's Day)
Happy Easter from my Family to Yours!
Richard Edward Smrkovsky
...
Special thanks again, goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'jgrace'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Earthly Surprises"

     

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