Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"The Human Being"
(In God's Lonely, Damp, and Dark room)
Written on January 17th, 2006
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2006
'All Rights Reserved'
"The Human Being."
"A Concoction of Flesh, Blood, and Bone."
"Magnificent in every form!'"
"Adorned and created...
"Established by an Entity...
"Our Fate?"
"Just too immense to appreciate!"
...
"Like the sugery, last, drop of syrup from the Tree of Life."
"And, if only you would conceive?"
"Then only you could believe!'
...
"Believe oh how glorious!"
"Believe oh so wonderful!"
"If there so believe?"
"You will be filled with His Holy Spirit and Grace!"
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"The Human Being, a concoction of Flesh, Blood, and Bone."
"And, if you don't have Faith"
"Ye shall walk alone with but a glimmer of Hope."
"Forever."
"In God's Lonely, Damp, and, Dark *Room."
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Author Notes
Approximate Word Count:139.
*Room: n.
place, enclosure, container.
Note:
"This was written on January 17th, 2006 in Ancora State Mental Hospital in Ancora, New Jersey."
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Note:
Warning!
Graphic!
"On December 1st, 2006."
(After the loss of my only son Jason)
(Followed on November 23rd 2003.)
(With the loss of my only wife Carolyn)
"I virtually lost my mind."
...
"I woke up about 8:oo AM. in the morning."
I released my Pomeranian.'
(Puffer)
"And, told him to find a better place to live."
"There was a slight raie, as I remember clearly."
" I went into the kitchen and grabbed a 7 inch serrated steak knife."
"And, with no pain, shoved it into my chest twice."
( Hoping to hit the heart)
"But, instead I missed the Heart but hit the Heart valve."
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"And now, bleeding internally, not satisfied, with that, even though my Guinea tee was bright crimson red."
"I again took the picked up the knife, but this time?"
"I slashed the side of mu neck three times."
(Hoping to hit the jugglar)
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"Now if you are still with me...
"At this point?"
"I went into my room and told to dir."
"And, told my son Jason...
'I'm coming.'
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"Now since I clot well, I was unsuccessful but I was dying inside internally."
"And, I did not know this when I decided to do it the old-fashioned way with a bottle of pills."
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"So, I took a whole bottle of Depakote which is used for seizures and depression "
"This will not kill you."
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"At this point, and with no choice left...
"And, after taking in a phone call from my ex-girlfriend Nancy...
"And, after her stating that she didn't like my tone of voice...
"And, after we just recently broke up...
"I have no choice but to call 911."
"For she too had a Heart condition."
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"If you know anybody that feels incredibly horrible with no hope left?'
"Please call 9-11."
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Talented Writer,
'cleo85'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Waiting for God"
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