Life feels so unkind –
dusty drought has left its mark,
dry furrows scar my mind.
In this desert without a feature
I am still God’s trusting creature,
but within my barren heart
no seed will grow.
I’m wondering, does it show?
Wishing I had a hand to hold
as I grow old;
wishing that my dark
held a spark;
wishing there was joy, not moping,
I struggle on, barely coping.
Across the surface I skim –
an empty husk, I rattle around,
blown at windy whim.
How will I find mind’s ease?
Who will I find to please?
Flat, flat, all is stone;
my horizon’s an empty plain.
Is this how it will remain?
Wishing I had a hand to hold
as I grow old;
wishing that my dark
held a spark;
wishing there was joy, not moping,
I struggle on, barely coping.
There are many reasons why
I could give up; I could lie down
under the brazen sky,
but I carry my bucket of hope
on a rope,
searching for My Well.
I feel that I might find it yet,
just this side of Hell.
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