Excellent A Father's Pain for His Lost Son. The Gift of Life!' III. : Broken Forever TisThy Angel's Heart by Ricky1024

@@@@####$$$%%%%???? "Broken Forever Tis Thy Angel's Heart." {A} ????%%%%%$$$####@@@@ ?????!!!!!!@@@@@#####$$$%%%%% By Ricky 1024 and Jason %%%%%$$$#####@@@@@!!!!!????? {A Dedication} {Written on November 17, 2015 at 2:40 AM. EST. and completed at 3:12 AM. EST.} "As I guide my Father Richard's hand... 'This you now need to know to understand." "I am a spirit a Spiritual Child of God brought back to 'The Spirit World.' "My purpose was to live and {after 18 years} *Give... "His hand is now at My command." ... "Why, you must wonder?" "Why I died?" "Well... "Let's just say.... "Pray?" ... "Pray for Me?" "Pray for Me now above?" ''Here where I am loved?" "And... "Yes, pray for my dad{below} and my four **sisters who had... "To remember and travel down... 'The Path So, Sad.' "And lastly... "Pray for my mother Carolyn who had to live... "Who ***died for it was too, too, too, too, much... "To ****forgive." ... "As sad as that may now seem... "{Check Editor's notes first} "She passed on by Her own means but as critically ill as She was... "Perhaps it was all for the better." ... "It now seems... "Come rain or Come Shine.... "Now pray for all of those 'Shines' {School Children} whom passed away {at command} and were killed {mercilessly} by another's hand.} "Way back then {in 2003} things like that were not meant to be... ... "As 'Twilight Melts' and again there is a new of day... "As 'The sun' basks you in it's 'Eternal of Glow.' "This I {Jason} want you now ... 'To know... ... "Yes, I died and for a very good reason... "I was created [much as you} but a little different... "And with a little, different, point of view... "I was created {that way} and for that reason... "For our and my Heavenly Father had this to say... "And He said it this way... ... "Jay {Your nickname below} and now Jason {your Birth and given name above} "It's meaning I now want {You Jason} so very, very, very, much... "To know... ... "The five letters in Your name {of Jason} stands and starts firstly {with the letter of 'J' for Your Father's first born male child {You} and his first born females birth month of July {Corrine Alexis.} "Next the letter of 'A' has little meaning but is 'A' Link... "Now think... ... "The third letter of 'S' {at best} stands for your father's third born and last daughter's birth month of September {Dana Alyse}. "And as for the final two, letters... the letter {N} represents your birth month Jason {Jason Richard} and Your Mother's death {Carolyn Ann} or November fifth for You} and November 23rd {For Carolyn}. ... "A 'Chain of Life' linked by an 'A' for You, Your dad, and two of Your sisters of four... "Adding back the letter of 'O' representing Your second birth sister's birth date of October for {Kyle Erin} and {with no reference} the last 'Linking and thinking letter} is 'M' {the tragedy} .... "The letter of 'M' is not any friend but represents Your end {Jay} as 'The Winds of March' marched down from the Heavens above and brought you back Jason and created your older step-sister {Nichole Megan}. ... "You see Angel Jason... "Death was meant to be {as life also} was meant to be for {'The Lucky Four.'} "And that is way Son you had to die so those 'Lucky Four could live... "With the organs that You Jason Richard Smrkovsky... "Had gived... "And As I predicted for my older Son Jesus to die on a 'Rosewood Cross' for the past and future sins of humanity... "You died {not for sins} but so those four could again begin... "To live... ... "So, God and giving is my job... "Is my Heart missing of broken and am I an Angel above?" "Yes son and well missed... "As well loved." "And [like my {brother Jesus] who died for sins... "The 'Sins of Humanity.' "Is that the reason God, I had to die God, my new Job now above... "God?" "Yes Son... "An Angel's work {As in Heaven and as on Earth} is never done... ... "Past 'The Grasp of Crystal Realities.' "Past 'The Eye's of Humanity.' "And Finally past... "Human Conceptions and Beliefs.' "And finally... "As your Heavenly Father Above... "And 'Past The Miracle of The Gift of Life.' "Your Heart and Lungs... "And Your Liver... "And finally... "Your kidneys and Soul you had to give and hath taken such a toll... ... "God, did I live and am I n now [more or less} here or apart?" "Did I live but to give?" "Yes my Son because... "Broken, Ever Tis THIS ANGEL"S HEART!" "By Richard Edward Smrkovsky and Jason Richard Smrkovsky." {61 and 31 years old}. Copy-write Fan Story 2015. "All rights Reserved and Protected from duplications by US. Federal Copy Write Laws." 'Punishable with Federal Imprisonment." !!!@@@@####$$$%%%% "Forever Broken Tis Thy Diamond's Heart" {B} %%%%$$$####@@@@!!! By Ricky 1024 {Written on November 17, 2015 at 3:12 AM. EST} "Simple 'Tis This Diamond's Heart' and soon you will know... "Why?" "And soon you too will now know... "Why I did died... "And {was not meant to be} for even My pains remain as my Father's for me... ... "My dad stated... {In a previous piece} that at only the age of two... "I knew exactly My purpose here and I would make it count... ... "I was born November 5th, 1984 and I was 'The Second Disney Child' as dad got mom pregnant 1983 through 1985 while on vacation!" "My mother Carolyn was not supposed to conceive {due to a botched operation in the sixties for an appendicitis}. "Her fallopian tubes were marred and one was badly damaged and the other {Through the Miracle of God} worked!" "And then there was Corrine, Dana and Me!" ... "You see.. "There was a 'Chain of Delivery" or girl, girl, girl, boy, and girl!" "And she did not break 'The Chain of Five' for I have two other {step-sisters} Nichole Megan and Kyle Erin Harbach!" .. "So, with that thought in mind... "And 'Dad's little man' working perfectly well... "Hi ho, hi ho, it was off to Work they mom and dad go!" "And yes, that is why mom always called us three "The Three Dwarfs!" "Tee, Hee, HE!" ... "And now... "Do you reviewers remember the previous piece by Me and my dad?" "I will now explain 'The link of JAY!" "Firstly was Corrine{Corey} in 1983 followed with me Jason Richard {Jay} in 1984 and finally... 'My kid sister Dana Alyse {Dana} in 1985." ... "The Link of Jay' times July, September and November." "J, "S," and "N!" "Amend!" "And back down here... 'What do I perceive?' "Through My dad?" ... "Yes Son?" "These letters... "You know dad so well before!" "Shut that door!' "Yes Jay Ok... "The first was 1983 and that was Your older sister Corey born in July!" "Or 'J' or your name = "Hmm... "Jay 'J' and 'C' Corrine or 'J' and 'C' {Jesus Christ!} "Whom had a BIG part of creating me dad?" "Yes the tubes well destroyed as if over-played... 'TOYS!" .. "Yes, He had a lot to do with that and Dad realizing {In 1985} that your kid sister Dana, was re-straining to breathe as the cord was suffocating... "SHE!" "God damn Dad now the letter 'S' for Dana's birth month of September?" "Yes a miracle twice for I got the nurse in '85 {coming next paragraph} and you told that crazy kid driving the 'Death Car' that Dana would be riding with her sister Kyle Erin Harbach and not you BRIAN COLE!" ... "Now dad back again to the letter 'S'?" "The letter 'S' times... 1985= September a month I shall always remember!" "Dana was suffocating as she was an 'Active Turner' and was hopelessly wrapped by the cord around her throat!" "CHOAK!!! '(9-11 Baby Dana 's got a problem!" "So... "As she was trying to breath and trying to be... "I saw the heartbeat monitor and at 100 {dangerously low} and Carolyn said "She's probably turning as always but... 'The 'Internal Monitor' showed a low fetus beat {now in the 90"s!} "So, they summoned a female doctor and {with-out an operation} reached in a unwrapped my little gift DANA!" ... "And yes!' "Dana survived... 'As they finally listened to me!" "A miracle?" "You decide?" ... "OK, Dad... "The letter of 'O' ?" "You know my month and birth October JAY!" 'DUH?" "And as for the last letter dad?' 'Easy as 1,2,3!" ... "1- The month of November!' "2-Your birth month!" "And finally three... "Equals Four Ways to Save!' "The name of you band Jason!" "And yes reviewers that is living prove and as Jay was trying to form a Heart with His hands in a picture taken by his sister Nichole only twenty minutes before YOU... "Jason Richard." "Would go into a Brain Damaged- Coma forever... "To learn more about the miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "That too is as easy as A, B, and C!" "Simply call 1-800-Donors-1 and or contact by computer 'The Gift of Life.' giftoflife. com "And finally {on the phone} tell my friend Lara S. Moretti the L. S. W. With... 'The Gift of Life' Philadelphia, PA. That you finally got to the end of this and... 'Jay said hey!!! 24. Author Notes *Give- "Jason's organ's being gifted on April 1st, 2003." **Sisters- "His two step-sisters Nicole Megan and Kyle Erin Harbach." ***died- "Carolyn stopped her medications and passed away {after her second hearty-attack} only eight months after Jay." ****forgive- "She died with the thought that only three weeks before Jason's accident after She through Him out because of an argument with one of His sisters." "He returned {the next day} and told His mom.. "You are the only woman I shall ever love {on one knee.} "Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son too Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review, this artist 'angelheart' and her beautiful picture 'Come rain or come shine" and lastly Jason whom is and always will be missed forever."

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