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"You once told me that...
"You would always and forever be but...
"And also You said...
"That you would never go away but...
"You said that we would always be ...
"Father and Son...
'Forever and ever no matter what we would do then...
"Why am I missing You?"
...
"Time has progressed and the seasons of regrets have come...
"And gone...
"Burt God when I try to realize why...
"I can't go on...
"All I now do is cry myself to sleep...
"As tear of pain flow forth...
"In puddles upon my pillowed window of pain...
...
"No Christmas of presents under this pined of tree...
"No candy of cane...
"Stockings in a row...
'Silvered of Bell...
"Just the loss I have come to know...
...
"Trying too hard to forever remember my name...
"What God am I to do?'
"With the shame?"
"And why am I still...
"Missing You?"
...
"The clouds above, the rivers that flow...
"The tear of drop caught in my eyes...
"And all I do is try?"
...
"Try to remember You...
"Try to remember You...
"On this and every day...
"Before You went away...
'Try not so hard to...
"Try with the grace of God to do...
"Try to stop this tremendous of pain...
"Driving me to die and go insane...
...
"No more is there sunshine...
"It too is gone and went away,....
"So God, why didn't you just take me?"
"Instead of *He?"
That long and terrible of *Day?'
"Why him He was special...
"And 'One of a **Kind."
...
"It has been twelve long of lonely years...
"Have passed without You...
"So many moments missed....
"Oh God how hard it is to ***Resist...
"Regrets like 'Sticky Dew.'
"For ever and all Eternities ...
"I will be...
"Missing You...
Author Notes
*Day- March 30th, 2003.
"The accident when Jason was forced into a 'Brain-Dead
Coma.'
**Kind- "Unique, special, rare."
'Jason was an Organ-Tissue Donor' giving life to four and three today...
***Resist-To stop temptations.
"On December 6th, 2006 over three and as half years after Jason's and Carolyn's deaths, I gave up and attempted suicide three times in three hours."
"To learn more about Suicide and the prevention contact the suicide hotline at 9-11 or simply message me in your review."
"To learn more about 'Organ-tissue Donations call 1-800-DONORS-1.
"The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pa. and tell my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. that Jay said hey."
Dad.
"Special thanks goes out first [as always} to Heavenly Father and His "Missing of You" Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the administrator, Fan Art Review, this artist 'helvi2' and the picture "A Special Bond.'" and lastly to You my Son Soon...
My work here is not yet done....
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