depression impression possession pictures walls things people animals in stalls bright lights pretty things butterflies finger rings things for ear can anyone hear another minute another hour another year wont endure don't want more pink yellow red blue purple black like that new home room below do not go sadness flow nothing to do they can't fix me i must flee happy them to be flower light rug table chair clothes to wear put in hair cover face put on paste cover lips eyes revise things to hide fat to hide cover outside wine food good time spin on the dime communication exahaultation laugh go bend friend children animal happy end dark cool locked door no one knew leave me alone won't answer phone don't look at me leave me be lock the door pills quickly take for pain to sleep to wake happy make no will to take sit in a coma mouth open drool eyes faded slimy do not see nobody home can't find me body mass of loose flesh cant find parts not more less need to move hurts to walk can only talk hurts to sleep can only eat hurts to sleep can only weep smell like hell cant think cant create food to take still must pee body function controls me bills next week will be better catch up no way life gets better tomorrow money to make money in hand alone will stand wills deals parents thanks left before now coward money or peace for children no money no need to stay must go away hearts desire dream supreme want to die if i try must not fail kids will be well knowing expecting watching wishing proud of mom wanted to be gone dad was his song gherri did had to be done took to long did kids wrong loren secure left early loved wanting more stick around bad sound cant stop my wail this is hell not just for me all who see we all fall down hear the sound of all i see i believe this earth i must leave i know the way no more to say car hose pills drive far away where do not say pill paced amounts spaced gas in car must last far find my place all my space no one around natures sound dogs by my side bellies full no worry inside no need to hide never will their pain i abide kids know i tried sorry i lied brain is fried take your time will be fine animals watch they know understand how low we can go am proud of you to brother be true sister and brother be kind to each other dont hurt each other think of your mother how must we land enjoy you lives live to your full love time with family to the full when thinking of me laugh with glee no sad memory of me you were all you did not fail it is in my genes to weep and wail you will do better give in to life dont count the strife enjoy your life give guilt the knife dont accept strife do what you must don't gather dust don't live in misery what will be will be hurt no if you can be true to yourself teach kids you can decisions made so will not fade forgive if you can make peace woman and man don't live with hate your soul it will take not the fault of he or she kids, grand kids so great own decisions to make different paths to take none better than others no need to be mothers don't spend life just for husband or wife this is your life live how you will bill can love will jill will love who she will houses cars going to bars the struggle for things down it brings take your money go be funny laugh smile waste the time cost a dime the struggle to stay young forgive what we've done need to concede stop their worry go out hurry pretend to play hide your plan Author Notes ramblings, this is all it is. will come back and correct grammar, have to let it go for now. no worries.

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