Grief goes to the straight light of further along.
No reversals in time, no resurrections--no miracles.
Can't go back to what it was--there are no no fairy tales.
Barely breathing in at sundown...
Time to travel to the past and reconstruct: unbearable
Time to cross the future line and revise life: unreal.
Totality of loss is dark, cold, eternal...
Piercing surly sorrow.
Barely breathing in at sundown...
My porch, a sun place to guard memories
As fresh radiance filters
from a ray of slow sunshine
And a swift sound comes straight into my inner ear--
The one linking my heart to the throbbing in my throat
As I hear a whisper in his unique childlike, grown-up voice:
"Grandma, be still...
slow down, sniff in these sunsets
And you will find me. "
And the last reflection of daylight
Glances off the yellow marigold crown.
Breathing in at sundown...
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Author Notes
In memory of my grandson, Anthony. RIP
Reviewed 12/22/19.
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