I’ve experienced a lot of things in my life
I have deep thoughts involving things that go on at night
My surroundings don’t influence me as much as people think
I have my own mind
It’s very complex, and the restless nights make it worse
I imagine surviving through a tragedy no matter how much it hurts
Wobbling, tossing, and turning, I start to feel weak
I try to regenerate my mind by emptying thoughts until I fall asleep
Extending this story I will go on like this
I have no regrets on the things that I’ve done
Shattered mindset, scattering thoughts,
I feel like the things that are bad in my life was my fault
I don’t know why, I just do
I guess it’s built up pain from all the of the things that I’ve been through
Don’t know how long this will last because I think about the past
Try to hide all of this pain but life is moving way too fast
So I can’t make up my mind because I’m running out of time
You may think that I’m alright but you can’t see, though you’re not blind
I have so many memories that I left with my sanity
Its out the door
Distributing my love was a great thing that I had done, but I just don’t do anymore
Darkness falls
My conscience calls
It tells me that what people say do not matter at all
I recognize that statement so I decided to live by it
I have some unfinished business that I need to attend to
but it’s a difficult thing to do
when I have so much to lose
I’m not actually this crazy
We have different points of views
I’ve been through this session so many times
I feel like this is a cycle and it will last a lifetime
Now it’s time for me to go
back to the place I never left
My imagination
The place where where I tend to lose myself
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