Take a seat and listen
It's time you to finally hear
You're a bitter, despicable, Bitch!
Does this shock you?
The words that I have said?
It feels good to say them
They've been rumbling around my head
You didn't blink
You didn't think twice
You cut open my chest
with your serrated knife
I couldn't talk
I couldn't breathe
I was filled with misery
Anguish
Gloom
Darkness
Dismay
Depression took me in
for a long, long stay
My mind at war
Unable to conceive
Confused and befounded
I wept
A struggle to come to terms
with the truth
I wish not to see
Where once was love
is bleeding wound
void and empty
I am powerless
I have no control.
I could let my grief turn to rage
Allow the numbness to take me away
Feel shame for being too blind to see
the horrors you were inflicting on me
Step-by-step
I'll work through my pain
Knowing it's you, not me
That should feel ashamed
My sorrow will fade
I will again see the light
Arise stronger and ready to fight
Know that karma
Is not your friend
The lies
The cons
The hearts you break
will bring you only
loneliness and regret
And while you grieve for what you could have had
I will have not given you a second thought
I will die surrounded by endless love
While you wither away cold and alone
Wishing and longing for my hand to hold
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