I wish I didn't love you
and desire you the way I do
I wish to forget you
but if I stop loving you
the pain would be unbearable
so I forget to forget you
and if I demand payment
for services rendered
I would ask not to desire you
but if we parted
the pain would be too much to bear
for my poor broken heart
and if I can't see you again
I wouldn't need my eyes
to cry a sea of tears
I can't undo
the way I love and need you
and my rebel adoration
and even if I stop
seeing you
desiring you
and even if I stop
thinking of you
my grief would be so much
I would forget to forget you
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