Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
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Follows with another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled,
Torn, Opened, and Lacerated"
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"Tipping the Scales"
Written on June 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Caught at the Edge of the precipice.
I am contemplating my suicide.
Life you see for me?
Tis trapped, scrapped,
I just want to take that last ride on the Good Ship Lollipop.
Understand?
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You get just one last shot.
To make your mark and show your worth.
Crippled tis Eye.
As, I go on with this continuous Masquerade.
And yes, I am Blinded.
And yes, I am Binded.
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God above can you not find me?
Do you not know?
Yes, that I'm surrounded and confounded!
Within my sufferings?
I'm gravely ill subjected to the sickening "Pill of Life"
First lost the only Son.
Followed shortly with the only Wife.
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Dear Lord God?
Wherefore art thou are?
I'm caught in this tangled web of deception.
Constantly heading in the wrong direction.
There's a Darkness.
And God, can you not see?
See exactly what's wrong and happening inside me?
Author Notes
Note: On December 1st, 2006.
Now well over seventeen years.
I lost my mind and decided to destroy myself.
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Note: And, if you know somebody who's contemplating suicide.
And, is severely depressed.
Depressed, such as I was.
Then please call the National Suicide Hotline at 988.
Or simply dial 9-11.
Thank you.
24.
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist,
'eileen 0204'
And, Eileen's Incredible Journey Entitled, "Torn & Reborn"
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