Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
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Follows with Another Incredible and Amazing Journey Entitled, "Simple Pain Remains"
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"Listen to My Pain?"
Written on November 14th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Master of my Hope
Minister of my Misery
Commander of my Pain
Subjected to this Loneliness
In this Horrid Room Eye remain
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Insanity purges my Soul with regrets
Depression runs rampant through my Fractured Heart
God, are You still with me or hath You abandoned me too?
What now to do?
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The Grim Reaper tis constantly calling our my Name
Drowning forever in my Shame
First he takes away my Only Son?
Then within months?
My Only Wife?
My career Job, all my Finances, my House?
So unkind.
Not very nice.
When are you coming back Satan?
Want my Life but still got my Mind?
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Master of My Hope
Minister of My Misery
Commander of My Pain
Doesn't matter much anymore
A Long time ago unfortunately.
I then went *Insane.
Author Notes
*Insane: Adjective
/in.sane/
1. in a state of mind which prevents normal perception, behavior, of social interactions; seriously mentally-ill.
"he had gone insane"
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Similar: MENTALLY-ILL
2. INFORMAL* US
shocking, outrageous
"they were were making Insane amounts of money"
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Note: Merriam-Webster Dictionary
go insane: idiom
to become mentally ill, to go crazy.
usually used and in an exaggerated way
"if you don't stop making that noise, I'm going, to go completely insane"
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Note: On December 1st, 2006
After two periods of severe and psychotic episode of depression.
I lost my mind and attempted suicide three times.
(Within less than an hour)
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And, if you know somebody who is severely depressed?
Then do as I had and please call the National Suicide Hotline at 988 or call 9-11.
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Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003
Purposely stopped her needed medications.
Only five months after the death of our son Jason.
Unfortunately, passed away from the second heart attack due to DVD.
"Deep Venicular Thrombosis"
(Blood clot from the leg to the heart)
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Fathers and His Son Jesus The Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this talented artist, 'Abbas AL Mosawi'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Cover Bazzar"
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