Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Into the Hallowed Pits"
Written on November 8th, 2022
Bu Doctor Ricky1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Date: March 31st, 2003
It's deep, it's dark, and it's dank and there are no flowers blooming.
No birds of any colour singing.
Nor sun shining.
And, I can still smell the putrid odor and feel that Eerie presence in my bones to this very day!
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November 23rd, 2003.
I've come a long was but unfortunately?
Yes, and on the day.
And, do the this UnEnding Stress.
Here I am back dressed in my "Sunday Best?"
God Above where is Thy Love?
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Yes, and unfortunately, I've come back again back into this Nightmare!
God, that it taunts and teases me!
Yes, bearing its Evil head!
And, here I exist again with the Dead!
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God, perhaps I did die?
Die and burn?
I so now yearn.
But God, how hard I want to leave but...
My Dear God as I burn.
I yearn!
What's wrong with me?
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December 1st, 2006
(My Suicide Attempt)
It's been three and a half years since my last visit here God.
And yes, perhaps indeed.
I know on this very day.
Yes, I danced...
Yes, a "Triple Suicide Dance"
And yes, with the Devil and he laughed at me!
God, it's an External struggle, and
An Internal Beware!
Those scars i still bear!
And, yes!
It cut deep, deep with that knife!
External Stuggle loss of my Son and Wife.
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God, tis there any hope down there for me?
Yes, way down below in Purgatory?
For nobody cares!
And, there are burning bodies everywhere!
I'm shriveling in pain!
And the misery sustains!
I'm still reaching out and calling Your Holy name!.
In the Pit of Hell.
There's no answer you see?
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Ricky this is God.
And, I'm always listening and ready.
Somehow it just happens Ricky.
Yes God but as the running corpses surround me.
Tis it just part of my regrets and Misery?
God, when will this *End?
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Author Notes
End: noun
/end/
1. A final part of something, especially a period of time, an activity, or a story.
" Unfortunately when I saw the accident, I knew it was the end"
Similar Words: FINAL, CONCLUSION, TERMINATION
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Note: Tis death truly the End?
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Note: On March 31st, 2003
My only son Jason died as a result of injuries he sustained in a horrible car accident.
Note: On November 23rd, 2003.
My only wife Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky.
Also died due to a Suicide Attempt.
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Note: On December 1st, 2006.
I attempted suicide Thee times.
If you know somebody contemplating suicide?
Then please call 9-11 or
The National Suicide Hotline number at 988.
Thanks,
24.
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and Incredible Writer,
'CJ's Way'
And, CJ's Amazing Picture Entitled, "Long Way Home"
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