Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"For God So Loved the World"
Written on June 28th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
"For God So Loved The World"
And, all his many children below.
But sometimes for some reason?
One child must go?
And go he must ashes to ashes dust to dust?
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6,663 days.
Yes, that's how long since I lost my Jay.
And for some reason?
Beyond my control.
I continue to think about it everyday?
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218 months.
Yes, and my life still Must go On.
I do the best I can to try to stay strong.
I write these words and they continue to move on.
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952 weeks.
Again I'm up and I can't sleep?
So I think about you my love.
And how you're feeling so far above?
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159,891.
Hours later?
As they continue to move by the hands of the clock?
Just make me want to cry?
How I so much have lost my...
"Me Oh My's?"
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9,593,461.
Minutes of regrets.
I shook the dice...
Snake Eyes I lose?
No more time for bets?
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575,607,687.
Seconds that a man's heart continues to beat?
You're awake and real soon but not from "Lonely Street?"
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And, he'll stretch his arms.
And, he'll yawn.
And, put on his slippers.
And, then soon his shoes.
And, then before?
His socks.
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And, yes He'll breathe fresh air again!
Yes!
And, into his lungs!
And, he'll again realize?
Yes, what a wonderful gift that my son has given and done.
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And, he'll start his day again like he's been doing since April 1st, 2003.
With the Gift of Life!
Now, don't you *see?
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Author Notes
*see: transitive verb.
sesawsoseensenseeingse-in
1)a: perceived by the eye.
b: to perceive or detect as if by sight.
2)a: to be aware of-RECOGNIZE.
b: to imagine as a possibility-SUPPOSE.
c: to form a mental picture of-
VISUALIZE.
d: to perceive the meaning of or importance of-UNDERSTAND.
3)a: to come to know-DISCOVER.
b: to be the setting or time of.
c: to have experience of-UNDERGO.
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On March 31st 2003.
My only son Jason.
Who could not see; for he was raccooned.
(As if beaten in the prize fight)
His eyes were swollen closed; he would soon become aware...
Yes, even in a coma.
And, form a VISUALIZATION...
That he would not be alive much longer.
...
He would then RECOGNIZE...
The fact and VISUALIZE...
This mental picture within his mind even though brain dead.
...
Yes!
And, he would soon UNDERSTAND and DISCOVER!
That he would have to UNDERGO!
An experience!
Yes, beyond most people's imagination!
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And, to learn more about this Gift of, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life"
Philadelphia Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
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Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
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Note: Organs Graciously donated on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
"And, the beat goes on"
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Just Me"
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