"Until She Comes Home?"
(A Past Reflection)
Written September 9th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'

'As Life must go on, move forward, all alone...
'And, I Shall wander, wander, until...
"Until She Comes Home?"
...
'God knows I tried my very best.'
'To grasp and remember...
'But this pain no Quest!'
'This Horrid of Pain?'
'Yes, tis so bad!'
...
'Dear Lord God above?'
'Allow me again to find love?'
'Yes, it used to be Happy and not Sad.'
'But now Lord, it's still hard.'
'So very, very, hard to hear no answer on the cell phone until...
"Until She Comes Home?"
...
'And, they say...
"Home is Where the Heart is and Home?"
"Home on the Range?"
'Where the Deer and the Antelope used to play?'
...
'But without Hope?'
'It's like a stray dog all alone without a bone!'
'Without as much as a bone?'
"Until She Comes Home?"
...
'Soon very, very, soon...
'It will be November for me and yesterday?'
'I will never forget but remember.'
'Because for me?'
'Seventeen, terribly, long, years!'
'And now?'
'Still All Alone!'
'Dear Lord God!'
"Until She Comes Home?"
...
'So, I shall count the days.'
'Yes, each and every one.'
'The holidays and the birthdays long gone and past...
'And, the future ones to come but never last?'
...
'Like the vinyl, record, disc...
'Spinning as if it can't begin?'
'Like a Beautiful Prayer that only becomes a Sin?'
'As if an old stereo with no speakers blaring?'
'A motherless child, long gone?'
'And, she is no longer caring!'
...
'A boat without its wind...
'The wind without its breeze...
'The breeze without a leaf...
'A leaf without a clue...
'Or chance to release and follow through!'
...
'To experience relief?'
'Perhaps if I pray this day?'
'All the Pain within my Broken of Heart?'
'Will go away?'
...
'And, I shall forget all the Sadness?'
'And, Lord God?'
'All my past released Gladness shall again be?'
...
'But those Precious of Memories that I grasp?'
'Dear Lord God, will I ever stop feeling sorry?'
'And, end this constantly of crying?'
'Feeling of eventually dying?'
...
'With each and every day?'
'Each and Every word I pen?'
'Then and only then Lord God?'
'Will I stop feeling alone?'
"Until She Comes *Home?"
Approximate Word Count: 424.