Commentary and Philosophy Poetry posted February 23, 2020 | Chapters: | ...47 48 -48- 49... |
My thoughts on this subject.
A chapter in the book Out Standing Stories and Poems
My Human Being (A)
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
ApproximateWord Count: 417
*Room: n.
place, enclosure, container.
Note:
"This was written on January 17th, 2006 in Ancora State Mental Hospital in Ancora, New Jersey."
...
Note:
Warning!
Graphic!
"On December 1st, 2006."
(After the loss of my only son Jason on March 31st, 2003)
(Followed on November 23rd, 2003 with the loss of my only wife Carolyn)
"In return?"
"I virtually lost my Mind."
...
"I woke up about 8:oo AM. in the morning."
"I released my Pomeranian.'
(Puffer)
"And, told him to find a better place to live."
"There was a slight Rain, as I remember clearly."
"I went into the kitchen and grabbed a Seven inch serrated steak knife."
"And, with no pain, shoved it into my chest twice."
(Hoping to hit the Heart)
"But, instead I missed the Heart but hit the Heart valve."
...
"And now, bleeding internally, not satisfied with that."
(Even though my Guinea tee was bright Crimson Red)
...
"I again, picked up that now bloody knife."
"But this time?"
"I slashed the side of my neck three times."
(Hoping to hit the jugglar)
...
"Now if you are still with me?"
"At this point?"
"I went into my room and told to die."
"And, told my son Jason...
'I'm coming.'
...
"Now, since I clot well, I was unsuccessful but I was dying inside internally."
"And, I did not know this when I decided to do it the old-fashioned way with a bottle of pills."
...
"So, I took a whole bottle of Depakote which is used for seizures and depression "
"This will not kill you."
...
"At this point, and with no choice left...
"And, after taking in a phone call from my ex-girlfriend Nancy...
"And, after her stating that she didn't like my tone of voice...
"And, after we just recently broke up...
"I have no choice but to call 911."
"For she too had a Heart condition."
...
"If you know anybody that feels incredibly horrible with no hope left?'
"Please call 9-11."
....
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Talented Writer,
'cleo85'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Waiting for God"
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and 2 member cents. *Room: n.
place, enclosure, container.
Note:
"This was written on January 17th, 2006 in Ancora State Mental Hospital in Ancora, New Jersey."
...
Note:
Warning!
Graphic!
"On December 1st, 2006."
(After the loss of my only son Jason on March 31st, 2003)
(Followed on November 23rd, 2003 with the loss of my only wife Carolyn)
"In return?"
"I virtually lost my Mind."
...
"I woke up about 8:oo AM. in the morning."
"I released my Pomeranian.'
(Puffer)
"And, told him to find a better place to live."
"There was a slight Rain, as I remember clearly."
"I went into the kitchen and grabbed a Seven inch serrated steak knife."
"And, with no pain, shoved it into my chest twice."
(Hoping to hit the Heart)
"But, instead I missed the Heart but hit the Heart valve."
...
"And now, bleeding internally, not satisfied with that."
(Even though my Guinea tee was bright Crimson Red)
...
"I again, picked up that now bloody knife."
"But this time?"
"I slashed the side of my neck three times."
(Hoping to hit the jugglar)
...
"Now if you are still with me?"
"At this point?"
"I went into my room and told to die."
"And, told my son Jason...
'I'm coming.'
...
"Now, since I clot well, I was unsuccessful but I was dying inside internally."
"And, I did not know this when I decided to do it the old-fashioned way with a bottle of pills."
...
"So, I took a whole bottle of Depakote which is used for seizures and depression "
"This will not kill you."
...
"At this point, and with no choice left...
"And, after taking in a phone call from my ex-girlfriend Nancy...
"And, after her stating that she didn't like my tone of voice...
"And, after we just recently broke up...
"I have no choice but to call 911."
"For she too had a Heart condition."
...
"If you know anybody that feels incredibly horrible with no hope left?'
"Please call 9-11."
....
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Talented Writer,
'cleo85'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Waiting for God"
Artwork by cleo85 at FanArtReview.com
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