"Tempting Fate on My Way 2 Heaven?"
Written on August 25th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Rant)
Copyright © Fanstory 2017
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"I don't believe in, 'True Love' that only exists far, far, above."
"Nor do I believe in long marriages for they only end in regrets and disparages!"
...
"Nor do I believe in Fairytales or 'Happy Ever Afters' because I lost that in 2003...
"After something costly happened to me."
...
"I certainly don't believe anymore in God, Angels, Ice Cream that floats, or the Good Ship Lollipop!
Satan commands that ship on the way down to his 'Bunny Hop!'
...
"For this is a take, take, take, All World that we live in!"
"Processed with Sin, directed by the Grim Reaper whom is always hating and navigating!"
"Starring the Lord of Darkness Satan!"
"Storing us down below and of course to the place called Hell!"
...
"I no longer believe in music that soothes the Soul."
(Lost that too in 2003)
"Yes, when I lost my only son...
"My only baby...
...
"I don't believe in, 'Mother Earth, 'Father Seed,' or appreciate it."
"Nor do I believe in...
'Perfect Happiness.'
"But so what?"
..
"I so believe in, 'Auntie Greed' for she takes from me, and tells on me, and sends me on a 'One-Way trip to Hello!'
(Been there numerous times)
"As well...
...
"Never can I believe again in flowering things that bloom in the Sun's light."
"Or butterflies that are free, lightning bugs that light up the night."
"Nor Stars or a 'Wishing Well's as well."
"Better off dead before I let myself go that far under a spell!"
...
"I also stopped believing in Angels that sing or shiny Diamond Rings."
"Nor Sincerity, Charity, Hope, Love that only exists still far, far, above.
Sunrises or Sunsets?"
"Nope!"
"The Moon a glow?"
"Don't you know?"
"Nor or of course the Sun that warms and shines."
"Nah!"
"All for babies that whine!"
"Why?"
"Because they all got to go!"
"They're all long-lost you see because of what happened to me!"
...
"The day God took my baby boy away?"
"I too died that F****** Day!"
"It's like stars in the Northern Sky that continue to cry."
"Why?"
"Is it the 'Three Wise Men?'
"Drugs, Rape, and Murder?"
"Maybe the 'Three Wise Women?'
"Thievery, Prostitution, and Abortion?"
Yes, all controlled by the 'Pureness of Hate!'
"But wait...
...
"So what do you, or can you believe in today?"
"Can you believe that my life sucks and always will as well?"
"Yes, as I just sit and ponder...
"And, wonder for a spell...
"My date with Fate and Destiny...

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"All is not well as I believe in the Aquatic Kingdom and that there are many beautiful fish in the polluted Sea."
"And, they were all created by God and Only God can see?"
"That we...
"Are so destroying thee...
...
"Yes, I so believe in the Kingdoms of God."
"The Insect, Airien, and Animal Kingdoms too."
"Yes, the wildlife and all the birds that appreciate the pollution in the skies...
...
"I believe and I hate that we are poisoning all these beautiful Kingdoms on this Earth the place of all 'Humankinds Birth.'
"The 'Land, The Skies, and the Sea...
...
"Yes unfortunately, we are slowly trashing everything and anything that gets in our way!"
"The forests, the Amazon, the ozone Layers."
...
"Now I lay me down to sleep to pray the Lord my Soul to keep."
"And, if I shall die...
(Which I surely will before I awake)
"Burn my body quickly...
"For Goodness Sake?"
...
"Yes, we all live in...
'A Ball of Frightened Loss of Breath.'
"Expecting but dreading our eventual Death!"
"What's next?"
...
"Ten Humans are killed in the 'Blink of an Eye!'
"And, forgotten and it happened...
"So much you say?"
"And, so many mothers were tortured into the Madness and the Sadness of Distress."
"Which so happened near me in 1993!"

****

"I can still see like it is right now in front of her eyes!"
"The Twin Towers and 9-11 Surprise!"
"And it's happening on our way to our glorious fun?"
"Dear Lord,
"What have we done?"
...
"What shall I believe as I perceive the 'Breath of Death?'
"As Satan's Darkness is dripping wet with our Molten Pain!"
...
"Are you too tired of Living and tired of trying?"
"And, have you almost given up as you now see?"
"And, have you figured that all these lost lives were done because of you and because of me?"
...
"Our combined carelessness as we have now whisked off our 'Loved Ones' into Oblivion!"
"You say yes?"
"And, that was in 1993 and then again in 2003 for me."
...
"Are we involving or involving?"
"For me perhaps there's a definite pattern in the existing portal."
"As Carnivorous Fates awaiting and putting together our destination based on our loss of Love?"
"As Hate is splattering terrible matter?"
...
"Are we giving it our All?"
"And, are we sharing...
'A Heaping Helping of Hospitality?'
"Or are we nurturing Pain and Misery?"
"Are we safe and sound?"
"Let's go pray and God will take it all away?"
...
"Take away all the Alcohol, Weapons of Mass Destruction, and Drugs?"
"Replace them all with Tenderness and Wonderful Hugs?"
...
"Long before...
"But now there are 'Rulers of the Lands!'
"Yes, who would fight...
'The Ushers of Capitalistic Regulators of Monopolizations?'
"Those who would torture!"
"Take and steal?"
"Those who were evil and those who rule and destroy!"
...
(Banks, Tele-Communicators, Fornicators, Tobbacolists, Oil Barron's, Monopolizes, Misers All!)
...
"God let the Propagators whom have all planted their 'Evil Deed of Seed.'
"BRING DOWN THE MIGHTY HAMMER OF JUSTICE FROM ABOVE!"
...
"For they want us to send and give them our money but you send and give them Pain and Misery!"
"They want us to send them our Love but you send Hope for Justice and cure their Evilness and Greed with Faith and Goodness!"
...
"Lord, save the Illegally Enslaved!"
"Those whom are defined and crippled with disease!"
"And, tortured with mental illness because of age...
...
"Thanks God and now as I turn to the last page...
"And, realize all those who are mentally inflicted like me."
"Will someday come join you above God."
"Then and only then will the many whom died during the night...
"Will finally be able to sleep all right."