People mistakingly
believe ...
thinking they
know me ...
because of
what I show,
it has to be true
because they love to gossip
and make fun of me ...
while passing
judgement
on what they
think they see ...
that they really
know the true me ...
that I was created to be ...
I'm so much more
in my heart
than they will
ever dream you see ...
I don't think
they want to believe ...
that some
don't care to show
themselves to others
that can truly be ...
what others
expect to see ...
never can I
allow them
to see ...
the real me in clarity ...
the only one
who made himself the master
of the key ...
to my heart
that he really wanted to see ...
Because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

but all they REALLY know,
is what I choose to show
them you see ...
They just don't know ...
because BITCHES
I'm in control ...

I made the
mistake
when I was
so young
to trust a
little to easily ...
I learned
quite fast
that people suck
mother's included
unfortunately ...
She led the team
who doubted me ...
why is she so hateful
and to dumb
to perceive ...
Shame dove
right on top of me ...
and blanketed me ...
covering years
of abuse you see ...
emotionally ...

That's why there's
but one that cared
enough for me ...
to go through
the darkness
and slay
the dragons
for me ...
he's the only one
you see ...
that I can show
the true
and the real version
of me ...
Because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

It pains me ...
deep inside you see ...
that some
see me ONLY
as a bitch, a slut,
no good, lazy, stupid,
a problem, a burden
or they think
I just don't care

... when ...

All I do is care
not what people
think so much
you see ...
but I care that
I'm seen for my heart
not my mistakes
they perceive ...

I cared to much
and years ago
that almost
broke my soul ...
because I want
you all to know ...
Bitches, I'm in control ...

The haters only saw
inside of me
what they wanted
to see ...
blinders on in
their own world
I believe ...
curiously ...
and faithfully ...
I'm cool with my
decision of them
not being deserving
to see ...
that what
they believe ...
about me ...
is wrong you see ...
because the one
who is not in misery ...
because I choose
to show him the real
and awesome part of me ...
I trusted him instantly ...
The first time
I met him you see ...
to see the real me ...
that I recently found
you see ...
He's the one who is free ...
to actually ...
show interest in me ...
to care enough to see ...
The unmasked version of me ...
and always with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

... and still now

... I do care ...
but I just don't let
them see it coming
straight out of me ...
They will only try
to break me ...
I believe ...
because the only one
who means
anything to me ...
is the one who
can always see ...
to the core inside of me ...
where my soul resides I mean ...
He is always able to see ...

... Completely me ...

But the hardness
I learned to use
to cover it up
is a habit you see ...
it masks me now
and nobody
will ever achieve ...
the honorable
position of belief
that I chose they
would never see ...
The me ...
I've been striving to achieve ..

I was hurt to much
by fake souls
acting like
they wanted
to be close to me ...
Yet what they
wanted was
to use and play
games with me ...
causing me
to perceive ...
their unbelievable actions
they tried to play with me ...
you see ...
Those are
non deserving
in every way
can't you see ...
to be connected
to the me ...
that I always
shared with them
showing what I could be ...
They ruined it for all
with one exception
you see ...
my tough exterior
will never show them
what I don't
want them to see ...
because they don't care enough
so they will never ever see ...

... Completely me ...

They don't have
permission to see ...
the entire me ...
or the me ...
that I
was always
supposed to be ...
I'm not going
to allow them
to hurt anymore of me ...
There's only one
allowed inside of me ...
just so he can see ...
and that's
my soul mate
that's crazy about me ...
He's free to see ...
every part of me ...
because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

The hard exterior
I acquired
in order to be ...
Someone who doesn't
let it show that
they care at all you see ...
came at a
heavy price indeed ...
so the softness
inside could not
be crushed
one more time in me ..
Because
I only show them
what I want
them to see ...
They also see
what they
choose to see ...
because I'm
so much more
than most anyone is
allowed to see ...
They do not
deserve to see ...
the me ..
that I was always
meant to be ...

Only what I want
them to know ...
is what I show ...
because BITCHES
I'm in control ...

It's all about him
being able to see ...
since he's
number one in my life
with me ...
Because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

Not many have
made it past
the hardness
that's shielding me ...
only a handful
in reality ...
because only a few
deserved to
remain with me ...
because they can
hang with me ...
and be loyal to me ...
and those who can't,
they can never see ...
the me ...
that I was
always supposed to be ...
The main
population you see ...
will never deserve
to stand tall with me ...
after judging me ...
in reality ...
It's not all about them,
it's really all about me ...
showing some of the creativity ...
that comes out of me ...
because he that
has the only key ...
to my heart
and is loyal enough
to really see ...

... Completely me ...

I can be sensitive,
sweet, stubborn,
goofy, quick to forgive,
discerning, and even
sometimes afraid, yes me ...
The last few came
with time
and a real deep pain
on the inside of the me ...
that I was originally ...
created to be ...

Shouldn't I show
only certain
parts of me ...
that the hardness
that hides
in the secret chambers of me ...
But it won't change
any of the facts you see ...
that I won't allow
anyone to see ...
The real uniqueness of me ...
that I was truly
meant to be ...
except for the
master of my heart
you see ...
because
always with
him, I'm

... Completely me ...

Others see bits
of what I
permit them to see ...
So, call me names
or talk bad about me ...
haters love
to hate on me ...
because
although I sincerely care,
never will you see
the reality of me ...
and be able to get
through to the soul of me ...
because there is
only that one
that is free to see ...
because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

There's just so
much more
to me ...
than i
allow anyone
to jump inside
my thoughts to see ...
Only my best friend
and beyond is free ...
to hang with me ...
People pretend to care
and it's plain to me ...
that it's their heartless
reasons you see ...

... that no
one truly cares
because of greed
and jealousy ...
however in reality ...
no one really
cares about you
nor do they
care about me ...
unless by pure love
and grace I foresee ...
Once true angels
appear to me ...
The real people I mean ...
that are authentic to me ...
Those precious few
that stick close to me ...
are the ones
that you don't have
to fear when they see ...
The far away places
in the center of me ...
They are the precious few
in this world
and you should
allow them to be ...
keepers of the keys
of your soul indeed ...
so the the fake ones
won't see ...
because never again
will I show
anyone but the one
who's free
to be ...
one with me ...
Because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

Those wondrous angels
are very rare you see ..
Don't let them go
hold onto
them tightly ..
because mine are
precious to me ...
my angels are
really carefree you see ...
They are down for me ...
Those angels are
sent by God you see ...
and there's only that one
that can ever see ...
the reality ...
of my always prayer
about him seeing me ...
because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...

If you don't
know me ...
and all you see ...
is a mask hiding
a really major
part of me ...
Don't be surprised
because fakes
won't need ...
to actually see ...
the intensity of me ...
They get jealous because
they truly want to be ...
the me ...
I'm supposed to be ...
but once you care enough
to climb over my walls
and dig in with me ...
You will see ...
I'm loyal to mine
and when they're
loyal to me ...
That's when
they WILL see,

... Completely me ...

Some seeing freely ...
this improved
version of me ...
along with my lover
you see ...
who's a big need ...
in my life for me ...
and he made me carefree ..
He's the only one
I allow to see ...
the true part of me ...
because always
with him, I'm

... Completely me ...



*Edited and republished
January 30, 2022