Behind the bottle and in front of the screen I know that you see me. I will not hide. I don't know what to say, for I have told You everything. That is as it should be, for everything should be private between us. Yet, maybe hearing my thoughts as well as the other FanStorians feelings, maybe... just maybe, someone will take into heart our words. All of us are different, so I don't know what other people will write until I read their feelings, of love, of pain, of tears, and maybe of anger, I do not know.

I find it hard to write to you my God. I know that Jehovah is your name. Still, many of your children are afraid to say your name, feeling they are not worthy. I believe we are worthy, otherwise we would not be. You create us in your image and we were perfect, but we sinned. Yet, you forgave us. You are love, and You want us to know your name.

Father, you are everything in this world and in the heavens sits your throne. You see us, but let us choose our own destiny. Only You know which way we will wander. You know what is in my heart, my desires, and my faults (which are many.) Yet, you still love me. I am part of you, Your spirit is in me. My soul is yours. May Your son, my Lord Jesus Christ, be my Sheppard and guide me with a loving hand. If I stray, may He be my light and show me the way back into your arms.

Forgive me Father for my sins.
I ask in the name of Your son, My Lord Jesus Christ.
Your son Jose,
Amen.