"The Summer of 69" (A)
Written on July 14th, 1969
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I so remember a time in September when You went away?
And, You said to me...
"See you in September?"
...
The Fall turns to Winter and the Wintern or my Regrets...
Again back to Spring but I heard not a thing?
And, so I pondered that thought and even though I had not a clue?
Of What, When, or Why?
Had happened to You?
...
Yes, I so still remember the 'Summer of 69.'
That September without You...
And yes, we were so young...
You and I were so young...
Way back then and dreamed of why but when?
As we did pretend under the Midnight Moon's glow.
Carried you forever on the sand...
Ice creme melting as we forever kissed?
Lord God Above?
How could I not have resist?

****

But when you went away?
I hadn't a clue?
Of what had happened to You?
...
So, I figured the Sun melted the Moon and I would Someday...
Somehow...
Someway...
Make do but that was so long ago and I seem to have...
'Lost That Glow.'
That we captured was back so long, long, ago in '69.
...
And yes, I still think of You in that past September Bliss.
And if so new.
And yes, I think of our first kiss!
So Damned hard to resist!
And yes, I had tried to resist but I should only had known!
Had known what you would do!
...
I asked for answers but now I have my past memories of a relationship to never be...
Yes all, those lost Holidays and Birthdays...
The children we never knew?
...
The Eight by Tens...
Candled Cakes...
Just Uniced Dreams...
It all seems...
Melted into other means?
Lori?
And, as they are now long ago passed but they Somehow...
Someway...
Someday?
But God?
Why couldn't they have lasted?
...
They now seem as if Shattered Glass?
But still my first Love...
I shall always and forever remember you.

Note:
"At age the age of only 17."
"I fell in love for the first time with a beautiful young woman named Lori Jacobson."
"Who broke my Heart when she didn't write and went away?"
"Yes, to college in Hawaii that September day...
"But came back the very, next, year...
"And, treated our time previously...
"As if we were never here?"

"I Shall Always Remember You" (B)
Written on May 4th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'

My Love...
My Heart...
I shall always remember you.
I shall never forget those few precious memories with you...
Salutations and New Life!
A future Lover?
A future Wife?
Now?
Just changes of address?
And, as I address this just twice...
I shall always remember you Lori...
For the rest of my life ...
...
Yes, remember that thought when you said that you will always be mine?
Yes, remember that thought that we had forever until the End of Time?
...
Indeed I felt that I fell in Love hard...
Yes, do very, very, Hard that Summered Day....
In '69?
And, that night when God talk to me...
And it seemed to help me realize just right...
That I shall always remember You Lori...
Yes, each and every night.
...
But something else got in your head?
Hawaiian beer parties danced in your head?
And then?
I knew and felt in my Heart...
One letter over seas...
Would take us apart?
...
Something suddenly, wasn't correctly write?
Tears on a Beached Pillow under out Midnight Moon's Glow?
And, iit hits you so very hard in the head!
Yes, so hard I try not to cry but the tears still fall and collide?
Wishing instead...
Hat this Boy in me?
Would soon be dead.
...
Colliding tears...
Never to be memories of cheer??God why?
Was it me or She that had died?
..
My Broken Heart pillow and this I want You now to know.
That I know as it must...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust."
But Lori I miss you so.
But you see?
And, that was so long, long, ago.
...
And, all my Sleepy Byes...
Are now just melting into Shallowed Tears...
That I can to this point...
No longer seem to cry?
...
But Lord, isn't it any wonder that I always Forever want to die?
Just take my life the way that *You?
Approximate Word Count: 765.