"Within the Silent and Mellow Voices?"
Written on July 22nd, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'

During the Twilight Zone of my past Lives...
Into my present time...
Of The Outer Limits.
And, I speak these words to Thee...
Yes, ever...
Ever so...
Carefully...
...
From the many, many, many, words...
To the many thousands of hundred of thousands of poems...
To the sentances and paragraphs...
And, into the hundreds upon hundreds of books.
...
I searched the Inverness and Inwardness for me.
And, I'm not overly proud nor overly subjected but I seem to have possibly been resurrected?
Yes, when I died in 2003 after my family.
...
'Terms of Endearment?'
Maybe so as my may losses seem to grow?
For I am Blind and no longer can see.
This lousy life of me.
...
But why Lord me?
Why Lord did I have to lose a part of my family in 2003?
My life wasn't an accident but did I fall off a building?
Out a plane?
Maybe run over by a train?
A car?
Yes and no.
...
But this I do know.
Know it was that possible suicide in 2006.
When I went into my...
"Bag of Many Tricks."
Searching for my partner...
A F****** Butcher Knife!
Instead to find s Seven Inch serated Kitchen Knife!
...
And yes, as almost ended this worthless Life!
But why Lord why?
Not me instead of my Only Son and Wife?
...
So now?
I Walk alone capturing that glow...
Trying to reclaim what's not meant to be,?
By still so a part of me.
...
Silently...
Collectively...
Subjectively...
...
Yes Lord, I know...
For I am just...
'A Mere Whisper.'
'Whisper in the Wind.'
...
Searching as if Rhet.
Yes for that Angel named Scarlet O'Hara...
And Scarlet if you are out there listening and anxiously searching for me?
...
Searching as I await Thee above on...
"God's Silkened, Fine, and Silvery String?
...
Well my love either reel me know cut that reel...
Damnit!
Or simply just cut that string and I'll Be...
"Gone with the Wind."
For Sixteen long years?
I'm waiting again for this lousy life...
To begin...
Literally littered with my past Sin?
Approximate Word Count: 381.