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My pain over my Son's loss.

A chapter in the book "The Gift of Life Two."

I Mournd but Will MourneEvery Spring

by Ricky1024




Background
This Is book too of my 'Gift of life' series. Incorporating deep theologies and grieving poetry.
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********************************By Ricky 1024****************************************
Written on August 10, 2015 at 8::14 PM.

"Walt Whitman"
Variation #1
"The Sands of time reflect the pain of man's love for a Gift....
"Now so far, far *above."
...
'The 'Ides of March'...
"the return of Spring...
'Easter's Delight' and Christ's death.
"April 1, 2003 {April Fool's Day} will always and forever...
"Take away my very last BREATH."'
...
"Years pass as memories will always last but...
"You always said that You would forever and always be..
"There for me so why?"
"Why each and everyday I awake and cry...
'Want so much to just crawl up and DIE."'
"So why...
"Did You have to die?"
"Why each and every day I awake and cry...
'Want so much to just die?"
"Jay?"
Additional poem story in a dream by Ricky 10:24
The Day that Death Came To !
By Ricky 1024

Note-this poem in story is being transferred through an Android phone.
I don't have access to a laptop or computer as I'm in a convalescent rehab center as I had been in a major accident October 11th and I have a 18 inch titanium rod bolted and screwed into the my leg.
So with that in mind there will be one continuous sentence.
It would take too long to separate all over with this tiny device!
So, read it slowly and review it through content not grammical errors.
The year was 1994 my son Jason had been missing!
He was only 10 years old...
...
The police put out an all points bulletin and searched for him with no luck.
After that unsuccessful attempt (a month later) I hired a private detective who also had no luck.
And then there was other abductions.
Abductionse of other children from other states besides New Jersey!
Two disappeared that year from New York, three from Pennsylvania, one from Ohio, one from California, one from Florida, and six from Texas!
Nobody could figure out where the children were? It was or was it the same abductor?
...
Twenty long years went by as I was plagued!
I could not sleep!
I could not eat wondering what had happened to my child?
My child now who would actually be thirty years ol
d?
The year now is March 2014.
I decided to take matters in my own hands and with a limited bank account, I left by plane to the Middle East.
I landed in an airport in Syria where the whole incident supposedly took place according to a man at the hotel .
I was talking to him as he says quote...
Oh yes American I have heard of a place where they gathered many many young children from the United States to fight to the death!
First they were trained with the sword of play and then they were put in a cage to fight for their lives!
If they did not do this they would be punished and murdered!
So, it started here...
Pair after pair...
Death after death!
On and on this went one exhibition every month!
For no more or less than three years !
The two remaining children(both 13 year olds) )one was my son and one was a black child.
He was abducted from Houston Texas.
Both children have become excellent defenders with the sword of play and they too would have to fight to the death because the remaining child would have to fight an unknown opponent who they had not met!
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The battle was long and tedious both children had suffer numerous injuries non life sustaining for neither wanted the other to DIE!!
They had become friends...
End of part one.
Part two.
Neither wanted to die!
The unlikely person (which happened to be Winston Williams the young black child) did DIE as he later in a pool of blood dying from wounds inflicked with a spear by SATAN!
Why not me?
I want to die !
I don't want to be here anymore if I cannot be with my family!!!
Well, well, young warrior you very well may have your chance because next month you will face my son by Azura from Inferno Hell!
...
So, one month passes as the spectators gather from Inferno Hell!
The Black Rope and Crushing Hells of Hell!
Vajara Hell !
The Cold Hells of Hell and The Howling Hellls of Hell all the way to the very last The Eight Hells of Hell or Hell for a Day!!!
And they watch with anticipation as Satan throws only one sword into the cage!!!
And then he introduced his 10 year old son who even though younger was larger than Jason he said this is my son this is my blood he will fight for the supremacy to the death for the supremacy of the life made a better man win!!!
Oh my God!
He has resurrected Jason ...
End of part two.
Part three.
So it started with a flurry as both young children fighting for that sword, that ssword of play, that sword of life!!!
Jason grabbed it first and with one mighty swing hacked off Satan's demon child left hand!
He slipped on the blood and fell down!
That is when his son Azura grabs the sword and plunged it deep into the head of my child!
And yes that had happened 20 years ago my American friend for I actually experienced it for I used to be evil and I got the second chance! The taxi man said.
I pray to God to end of my foolish life and send me from hell to a place of eternal rest in between heaven and hell!
...

So, I left in his car as he took me to this location!
I saw the fighting and killing cage!
I saw the grave sites and I saw the victims each lined up perfectly with their skulls on top of the grave sites!
And I saw the one with my son a spear was stuck in the ground and the necklace I'd given to him when he was born was still wrapped around his neck by detached it but there around my neck!
And I broke down in tears I felt like I was there forever morning and I said God why me why me why do I have to suffer so and why did he had to die so?
So viciously and why not me?
Take me Lord God take me now take me give me an opportunity!
I want to die so slowly!
So back in that dreaded and bloody ring...

My wish came true as my heart slowly stop beating!
I felt my soul rise and it was rising upwards higher and higher and higher but when I awoke I was not in a better place it was dank and dark and smelled of
rotted FLESH!!,
...
I gathered my grief and started walking not knowing where I was going I glanced at a sign that said hell this way stay to the right!
And do not go to the left you will die in the pit of eternal flames!
So, I did as instructed even though I thought it might be a trick!
Luckily it wasn't but unfortunately it was as I came into a large and open area.
There was an arena there and in that arena there was a ring of fire with two swords in the ring and a vial.
There was many demons and people who used to be. - it been cursed for the deeds of rape murder and other various and nasty things!
These would be humans pimps that used to drug their victims!
Police officers who are pure evil and use their weapons not for protection and so on and so on.
They were all there in their uniforms and clothing of the past all lizard holes as if they had been there forever I walked closer and then I was led to the arena was told to go and I did not resist .
A voice came across some kind of eerie microphone system stating welcome my friend to our entertainment!
And tonight you and your dream will come true!
You said that you wanted revenge, you cried and mourn your son at his death site!
You crave your God and I know all of the things you wanted and more are going to come true!
You want to fight the person and kill the person who killed your son!
Well,first let me make one thing perfectly clear...
...
Your son meant nothing !!!
My son means everything!!!
My sons name is Azara which stands for almost Bionic ultimate repelling alien!!!
He's a manufactured piece of me!
A material...Can't you see
he is able to do in 1 2 3 exactly what I want of he!!!
Your sons name was Jason Jason on earth is representing the month of July, August, September, October, and November! Your birth, your son's birth October and November)!
And your three of your four ugly daughters!!!
...
End of part three.
Part Four The conclusion to
to The Day that Death Came To!
So Priest, you have your family to defend and there are two swords in a ring..
A Ring of FIRE!!!
And in a while, I will have nothing to do with the fire and I will have everything with your impending DEATH!!
...
This will an eight round fight to the death!
And the winner takes over this dominion of Inferno Hell!
Now the loser will die a miserable and measly death and be transferred and released to a nasty place called Heaven!
...
So, I entered the ring a bell rang the referee by the name of Hulk Hogan said get it on!!!
As I left my corner, I grabbed my sword but nobody was there?
I wondered what or who am I supposed to fight?
Some spiritual ghost, some apperation, my sons spirit?
...
I said this is really freaking me out and then he appeared, taking his time a if he ruled the place!
All dressed in red, spiked horns upon his head with an evil red glow in his eyes!!!
As if flames from were coming from his mouth!
It was Satan himself and I had to fight Satan!
I was upset and I said I don't want to fight you that Wanted to fight your son!
Your son Azura!
..
He says...
You have to get past me first my priest friend...
And yes I know what you did on earth and I know what your son did to my son when he chopped off his hand!!!
So there are many cards on this table and the fight you're going to fight for...
Your dead son's memory and revenge!,!
...
I'm going to fight for my son's deformity now that he cannot will the weapon!!!
For that was his right hand!!!
Now he cannot defend himself but with one arm !!!
And no hand!!!
...
So, I listened and watched him grab his sword and as Hulk Hogan had said before...
Lets get it on!!!
We fought and we fought through the first round, the second and the third with no victory!
I felt exhausted through the fourth and fifth with no victory but injury!
We fought through the sixth and the seventh with serious injuries!!!
...
Exhausted and burned by the demons ability to exert flames and bleeding...
I was beaten and I was almost done!
As the bell rang, I felt done and sweaty awaiting for my ultimate and I impending doom as the bell rang again for the last time Hulk Hogan said lets get Done!!!
I picked up my sword and for the sake of my son's memory and the power of God walked forward but Satan would not come in?
I thought well maybe I'm going to win this for default and then he said...
Well now your dream will come true and you are going to have to fight my son Azura!
Two men of war...
No little young 10 year olds...
One a demon but now at the age of thirty Azura was massive!!!
I looked in the demons eyes and he was at least 400 pounds!!!
...
As if crafted from steroid pills, I thought to myself that I have my hands full!
He did not grab the sword because he could not defend himself for you had no right hand but he did decide to enter and he says to me...
Priest look what your son did to me and now I will kill you as I had done he!

...
Final Chapter...
As he flew through the air and plunged into me, I saw this but I felt pressure heavy...
A pounding down...
One time, to times, three times I felt...
I felt a strange and eerie dizziness as unconsciousness slowly rolled over me...
...
And then many thoughts started coming into my head!
They say that right before you die, you will relive your life in mere moments!!!
So yes, I saw myself as a child and then as a young man and then is an older man married!
I saw my first daughter my second and third daughter born and as I saw my only son born...
I felt that happiness again wich turned!
To rage for I knew you no longer existed that is when my heart started to beat!!!
It beat...
Ten,twenty,fifty,one hundred two...
My pressure was mounting I rose to my feet and I grabbed not the sword but the vile something told me from memory to drink!!!
...
I did and it was filled with vitamins it was filled with energy and it was filled with the spirit of the Creator Jesus Christ and His father Heavenly Father!!!
I instantly felt no pain from my wounds!
I felt no weakness anymore, I felt rage as I continue to write this and turn the page!!!
...
This giant demon this Azura from Vajara Hell!!
...
I had the use of both of my fists as I plummeted him! And yes he did not just go unconscious he died!!!
I stood up and looked at his father who was shocked and then I looked at the referee Hulk Hogan and I said these words....
...
Now you know how this is going to end!!!
Ricky 10:24 process through a ZTE Android phone with complete run off and together sentences no punctuation grammatical errors read slowly again and enjoy this piece as I did writing it and rated based on object of an object of contents and the imagery thank you Ricky 10:24




Editor's Notes-
*above- a place they say we will always be they say.
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue donations {like Jason} just call my dear Friend Lara S. Moretti the L. S. W. With the 'Gift of Life' Philadelphia, Pa. At 1-800-DONORS-1 and tell Lara that you read this and Jay said HI..
Thanks,
Dad.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and his late Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story, Fan Artr Review and this amazing artist Mk Flood and his picture 'Blue City's Angel.'
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