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My SON Jason's Death in 2003
A chapter in the book The Gift of Life!' III.
The Day HE Tried... I DIED!
by Ricky1024
| Background Follows with this amazing story "Organs of LIFE!" |
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Written by Ricky1024 on March 30th, 2015 at 2:29 PM> EST.
{Story Poem #One}
"How do you go back over twelve years?"
"And how do you dry up...
"All of those many, many, TEARS?"
"And how...
"After so much very, very PAIN...
"Can you move forward after playing *"The SATAN GAME?"
...
"How can I...
"How do I...
"Even though I lived...
"But I still feel as if...
"I died so He can **LIVE!"
...
"Strange THINGS...
"Lost my music and my ***MUSE...
"Drifting away today...
"So, so, very CONFUSED?"
"Angels SING as Diamond rings bring...
"A sparkle back to ****THEE....
"As Angels fly...
"Above that night sky...
"That day my ****Son DIED!"
...
"March 30th...
"Is just another day on the 'Great Calendar of Life' for thee...
"But its been imprinted, ground, and etched...
"In to my Eternal DESINY...
"As I look up into...
"That *****Haunting TREE!"
...
"Reflections binds and blinds my happier...
"Memories...
"Like a SPECTER in the NIGHT...
"Oh GOD how******WE tried...
"But couldn't quite...
"GET IT RIGHT...
...
"Sadness marks the Simplex of my MIND...
"As thoughts of that DREADEDC NIGHT...
"Confuse and BIND!"
"MY God am I losing my MIND?"
"My SOUL and my HEART?"
"Dear God make that PAIN PART!"
...
"They say though...
"That FATE and DESTINY was in control and played it's PART...
"As The 'Mellow Shadows' desperately try...
"To blend with the NOW...
"MORNING LIGHT!"
<><><><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
*****************************************First Story Poem************************************
*****************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
Written by Ricky1024 on March 30th, 2015 at 2:29 PM> EST.
{Story Poem #One}
"How do you go back over twelve years?"
"And how do you dry up...
"All of those many, many, TEARS?"
"And how...
"After so much very, very PAIN...
"Can you move forward after playing *"The SATAN GAME?"
...
"How can I...
"How do I...
"Even though I lived...
"But I still feel as if...
"I died so He can **LIVE!"
...
"Strange THINGS...
"Lost my music and my ***MUSE...
"Drifting away today...
"So, so, very CONFUSED?"
"Angels SING as Diamond rings bring...
"A sparkle back to ****THEE....
"As Angels fly...
"Above that night sky...
"That day my ****Son DIED!"
...
"March 30th...
"Is just another day on the 'Great Calendar of Life' for thee...
"But its been imprinted, ground, and etched...
"In to my Eternal DESINY...
"As I look up into...
"That *****Haunting TREE!"
...
"Reflections binds and blinds my happier...
"Memories...
"Like a SPECTER in the NIGHT...
"Oh GOD how******WE tried...
"But couldn't quite...
"GET IT RIGHT...
...
"Sadness marks the Simplex of my MIND...
"As thoughts of that DREADEDC NIGHT...
"Confuse and BIND!"
"MY God am I losing my MIND?"
"My SOUL and my HEART?"
"Dear God make that PAIN PART!"
...
"They say though...
"That FATE and DESTINY was in control and played it's PART...
"As The 'Mellow Shadows' desperately try...
"To blend with the NOW...
"MORNING LIGHT!"
<><><><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
*****************************************First Story Poem************************************
*****************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
*SATAN GAME-Jason was possibly sacrificed in a "Suicide Club"[there was a website} by the driver Brian *ole!
**November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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and 2 member cents. **November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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