<><><><><><><><>"THE DAY WE DIED!"<><><><><><><><><><><><><>
*********************************By Ricky1024**********************************************
Written March 26th, 2015
Started at 12:35 PM. and completed at 12:45 PM. EST.
Poem Number One-
"The day we dies there was nothing left inside!"
"Nothing left in me and nothing left in HE!"
"Nothing left in my daughter Loren as if being led to a slaughter!"
"And now that I am gone...
"Let me tell the world WHY?"
...
"I was born with a Heart deficiency and my doctor told me I was only
going to live till age 53!"
"And yes, this is my story to tell and yes perhaps I now live in HELL!"
"And yes...
"'Do not shed a single, FUC**** tear!"

"And yes...
"I curse and I am DEAD, so get used to it!"
"And if you are offended well I don't give a FUC**** SHIT!!"
...
"It all started on a day of November as much as I can remember giving birth
as I was unconscious at the time...
"My Son Christopher Robinson was an amazing and beautiful young man!"
"And yes, as a child He idolized 'Winn the Pooh' but never shot FUC**** heroin!"
"Christopher was never like that, never was He until he found himself a girl!"
{Name unknown}
"That FUC****slut got Him hooked on that shit and after Christopher's death...
"I bought a gun!"
{A 38].
{More on that later}.
...
"She threw Him away like a piece of garbage on garbage day!"
"I swear, if I was alive today I would have shot off her tits!"
'You see, I had enough problems with my heart and second FUC***husband!"
"I didn't need that CRAP!"
...
"So, I went to Florida and put myself in rehab after developing a severe drinking
problem!" {Christopher was still alive at this time.}
"I left Him and I shouldn't with my second husband George."
"Christopher was doing well at the time and realized that He had made
a BIG mistake...
"Yes, He was doing well without that FUC***SHIT!"
"Until...
...
"On December twelfth 2009, [as much as I can remember] one of the coldest
days in New Jersey history Christopher got into an argument with his girlfriend
Angel".
...
"Angel?"
"Yes Chris?"
"I'm trying to get off of that shit"
"My mother says it will kill me!"
"And I'm only 24 years old!"
{Born November 10, 1984}.
"You like it come on and you like the sex also!" She replied....
"But Christopher was dumped that day by angel and his whole world went
upside down!"
"Christopher then got into an argument with George and stole his mother's
car!"
"He drove it into the Stafford Township woods, crashed it and shot up with
a lethal dose of HEROIN!"
"They couldn't locate Christopher Robinson for three weeks!"
"On December 12th, of 2009 {that coldest date in New Jersey History}
"Christopher Robinson the beautiful child whom adored 'Winnie the Pooh'
died a miserable death all alone in the dank and dark woods of my town
of Manahawkin...
...
"Yes, He shot up with that FUC*** SHIT and yes He froze to DEATH all alone
over a piece of FUC*** SHIT named Angel...
"My second husband George broke the news that Christopher was missing
not telling me the facts!"
"He flew out to bring me back as I passed out after that dreaded phone call!"
"I had a feeling and me and Christopher could just look into each other souls
and communicate without speaking a single, FUC***WORD!"
...
"I want to see my son!' Where is He George?"
"He is not viewable Brenda"'
"I don't give a FUC*** SHIT!" "I want to see Him NOW!" 'He's at Riggs,
'Riggs Funeral Home',
"They are preparing Him Brenda...
...
"Upon arriving at Riggs...
Note-"Bobby Riggs laid out my Son Jason and my Wife Carolyn only
six years earlier!"
"Jason and Christopher were only five days apart and that fact attracted
me to Brenda on the 'Plenty of Fish Dating Site' in 2013.
"And her marriage with George was over."
{Back at the funeral home]
...
"Arguing about Christopher, Brenda broke away from Bob, his assistant,
and George blooding three shirts after breaking off three nails!"
"That was my biggest mistake...
...
"The newspapers said that I blew my brains out over my Son...
"I say it was because of that FUC*** HEROIN and that FUC*** BITCH!"
"Do not shed a single tear for I am in a better place and it is not HEAVEN!"
"It's a place close by...
"Not far like a star...
"You'll feel this place...
"Take a moment you'll see... And then as I write these words with a pen...
"Do not shed a single tear or dwell...
"Because I am in a place close by...
"Called...
"FUC*** HELL!"
Brenda Joy Robinson and Richard Edward Smrkovsky.
Born September 3rd, 1956 and passed away December 7th, 2009."
{Just three weeks before Christmas}
Note-"To learn more about suicide call 9-11 and get that person the
help before it is too late like Brenda...
{In Memory of Brenda Joy Robinson and her Son Christopher Robinson}


Poem Number Two-
"The Day I Died and the Whole World Cried!"
'Hi!
"My name is Jason and was born November 5th, 1984 {Close to my Dad's
late friend Brenda's Son Christopher."
"I never really knew Christopher but he was on a similar course, of course...
"My story is tragic but not quite as horrible as Chistophers."
...
"It all started for me in third grade when I made friends with Brian Cole."
"My dad would drop me off at the strange and dark house and pick me up
never once meeting Brian's mother of father."
"And yes, me and Christopher were only days apart heading on a course,
of course with disaster!"
"God willing me and My dad will try and tell you this dreaded but true, life,
story!"
...
"As far as I can remember {I was diagnosed with severe, brain, injuries} I went
to my sister Nikki's 26th Birthday party and her first father Archie's house on treasure."
"Funny that word treasure for that was not a day I want to remember of TREASURE!"
"Note- my step-daughter Nichole Megan Harbach was born on the 27th."
"Thank God for her..
...
"Now as far as I have learned throughout the last dozen years, Brian was a member
of the local school's 'Suicide Club!'
"And there was something that Brian wanted!"
"An angel but not no ordinary Angel but Jay's girlfriend named Angel!"
"Brian thought that she was a real Angel being mentally ill on a drug called 'Effexor'
for serious depression in adults even though Brian was only seventeen!"
"And that death car was raced at Atco Raceway in Atco New Jersey!' Brian took the
speed control out to make the car faster and also altered the air bags by placing a
radio system in that death car!"
{A Ford Mustang}.
"My son Jason died because of that and Brian's inability to shift it!'Only Jay would
help and only if I had knew...
...
"On Match 30th, 2003, I heard the first noise as the car hit a curb and careened
into a telephone pole at probably the same absurd speed that that idiot drove at
all the time!"
"The second and much louder noise was the car coming down to the street from
an estimated height of eight to ten feet!"
"This happened only one block from my house on Riptide Avenue!"
...
"That day and only seventeen hours later, My Son Jason died from a massive
Brain injury and lack of oxygen in Jay's brain."
"Brian suffered minor injuries {even though they had to use 'The Jaws of Life'
to remove him."
"Jason had suffered a heart attack on the way to the hospital in the helicopter."
"They brought Him back only to lose Him hours later...

Written by Richard Edward Smrkovsky and Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
"In Memory of Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"Born November 5th, 1984 and died on March 30th, 2003."
"Organs donated on April First 2003.
{April Fools day}.
"Jason was an 'Organ-Tissue Donor.'
...
"To learn more about this amazing life-giving procedure call 1-800-DONORS-1
and tell Lara S. Moretti the LSW. With 'The Gift of Life' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
that you read and reviewed this for Jay."
Thanks,
Ricky1024