Dear diary and all Fanstorians I know,

I delayed this entry and have been very inactive.
There is a reason for this though:
since last week I started falling again,
we think the anemia possibly came back.
If that is the case, I'm worried sick
as that should not happen that quickly.

I get admitted on Thursday,
and the surgeon takes the polips out
the following day. If there are no complications.
I am very scared that they might turn out malignant
after all, never mind the surgeon's opinion.
I only believe the pathologist.
They get sent to him immediately.

I think too much about Hell,
I should follow God and listen to your prayers.