Panic Attack

Terror blazes in my soul
It burns so deep
I am blinded by its glow

It chills so cold
I freeze in fear
I breathe heavy
Heavier

Help me

My heart pounds

Stop this lunacy

My heart pounds faster
I begin to pant
Gasping
I breathe again
Deeper

My shoulders shake
My senses numb
I can't stand the pain
I am confused

My emotions blaze with fear
Help me God

This is lunacy

I can't control what I do
I can't control what I don't
Yet I must control

God

I can't breathe

Am I dying

I must put logic into motion
Two plus two equal four
Four plus four equal eight

Help me
understand the pain

I must get home
My family
My friends

I Can't breathe
Why can't I breathe

Reality escapes

Why is logic so shallow
It rules our beast
But fails our soul
Emotions run awry
Insanity rules

Black is black
Sad is sad
Depression robs

Destroyer of life
Depression overwhelms

God is my salvation
I need his wisdom
Bless me

Lord
I have sinned
I have been vain
And I have been selfish

Desperation plagues
My every thought
My every action
My every need

God
I need help

Out of control
I cry

My emotions
My soul
Lost in eternity

God!