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The torturing of a loving father.

A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.

Extremely, Extreme!

by Ricky1024



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Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled,
"Jason's Spirit Extinguished?"
"Circumference of Fear!" (A)
Written on May 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"I'm so, so, a scared daddie."
"Yes,iIt's scary Son but it will be okay."
"It's only a Nightmare."
I say.
...
The year was 1986.
And, Jason was only two.
As that year would pass.
He was shortly becoming more than a baby or child.
That was the year I began to something was going on inside.
noticed.
...
Yes, something not Odd but definitely a little different.
A little different about my son.
...
Now, as the years would pass, he showed his merit.
A Gentle Soul with a big Heart, whoms friends would reach out in time of need.
Letters written and cell phone calls, cast.
...
By the time Jay was in Sixth Grade that presence was to last.
A peer mediator and also beginning his Musical Career.
I still remember the smiles when he realized the Maroon, Pearl, Drum set.
Appeared!
...
A year later, Jason would be part of the Schools junior Basketball team!
Slowly, I was making all his dreams.
Anticipation and appreciation was to bounce right in.
Dear Lord God, above.
My only son was growing up way to fast!
Too fast of you know what Eye mean?
But this also was my Dream from a movie in1962.
My Jason the Argonaut!
...
More years would float by and now he was getting interested in machines!
As a now Highschool Junior student.
He was now showing and proving his merit!
Now, normally a C, D student.
Now All A's and B,s!
As if all of a sudden he had to show all, exactly what he could be?
...
It eventually took me a long time and even after Jay's Death.
To figure it out and reply long after Jason's last Breath.
...
But to tell you the truth?
That's exactly what Angels so do.
Living in their own "Grandiose World."
In your presence, he would touch all ith his many Presents.
Quietly advise as nd help you.
Yes!
And, that's what Angels do!
...
So, I guess you're still wondering?
Wondering what all the Fear is about?
And, this poem doesn't exactly fit the parameters of Scream and Shout!
But Fanstory reviewers don't get me wrong.
This is a "Bitter-Sweet song."
The Editor notes are the Keys!
Just finish reviewing and you'll see?





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"Extremely Extreme!" (B)
Written on November 6th, 20l2
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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As I Dream, I dream in "The Extreme!"
As I Dream, I dream of Lady
Godiva.
Yes, and me on my Kawasaki 2000cc Vulcan Baby Blue Cruiser.
...
As I Dream, I ride to hide in
Puffy White Clouds above.
And, as Dream, I dream of my
past when I was King but that
did not last.
...
As I Dream, I dream of castles,
dragons, and warring to the Extreme. Yes, as I dream...
As I Dream, dream of the conquest
of them all!
From the Red to the Green Dragons
I vanquish then all!
...
But now?
As I Dream?
I Dream of times long gone past.
A Marriage with a son that could no longer last?
Gone by as "The Wisp in the Wind"
Memories turned to Sin.
And, a Heavenly Glow as I ride...
Yes, as I ride to die.
Just wondering why?
Why God, I cry?
But for now, I finally figured
out why I *Died.







This piece was written November 6th, 2012.
8:58 PM. Eastern Standard Time.
Flow was strong for I can write this stuff all, day, long.
Dedicated to my Only son Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
11-05-1984 ~03-31-2003.
Organs removed 04-01-2003.
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to FanStory, and Tom the Administrator.
FanArt Review, and this Talented
it's Artist, "helena63."
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled
"Father's Love"
Pays one point and 2 member cents.


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