Today, I had to go to school. I've been worrying about it ever since Mommy and Daddy told me I wasn't going back where I went last year. When I was in pre-school, I was in a little school where I knew everybody. They all thought I was cool too, because I was better at my Wii games than anyone, even the big kids. My sisters were at the same school, but this year, we all had to go to different public schools.

Today, I begged not to go but Daddy made me. He said I'd have fun, and he didn't believe me when I told him my stomach felt like it had big worms crawling around in it, and my throat didn't want to swallow cause there was a lump there. Daddy took me to school cause Mommy had to work. He went with me to the room and told the teacher my name. I think she might be nice. She's kind of pretty.

I don't know nobody at this school, and there are thousands of kids there, maybe even a zillion. Most of the ones in first grade like me already know the others from pre-school last year. Just me and this one other girl was new, and the teacher told the other kids they had to play with us, but they didn't play with me. They played with that girl, and she was ugly too. I felt like crying, but I tried not to because they might laugh at me.

At recess, I did see a cute girl though, I followed her around because I thought she might like to be my girlfriend. I think she smiled at me. When I told Daddy about her, he laughed, and I heard him telling Me-ma, he was going to have problems with me because I was girl crazy already. I don't know why grownups have to tell everything anybody tells them. Me-ma said I shouldn't worry because Daddy found a little girl he liked the first day he went to school too.

I can't wait to go back tomorrow because I'm going to ask that girl what her name is.