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A Father's feelings from a loss.
A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.
Candle Lit?
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
| Background Follows with another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "Daddy I'm Going Home!" |
"Candle Lit?"
Written on May 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Broken in Pain, I call out his Name?
Guilt envelops and develops Chains.
Fractured Heart remains.
Who's the Blame?
And, who now has to deal?
And, Live with the Shame?
...
Hearts ticking like a Rusted clock whose hands of Time.
Unsuccessfully,.scrape and scratch the Lock.
But my friend.
No more can Eye Pretend.
I'm bound forever playing this "Damned Shame Game!"
...
God, I can take the Blame and the Shame.
But when I call out his Name?
God, here in the Pit.
Yes, of my "Endless Depression."
God, constantly falling down.
No matter how much.
I'm Regressing!
...
Yes, i can handle all the times.
All the times I've almost died.
But God?
God, why do I have to continue to Cry?
There's no one left to wash the tears from my Eyes.
...
God, was Eye Blind and no longer could See?
See, exactly what was happening all around me?
Within the *Sea of Untranquility.
Written on May 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Broken in Pain, I call out his Name?
Guilt envelops and develops Chains.
Fractured Heart remains.
Who's the Blame?
And, who now has to deal?
And, Live with the Shame?
...
Hearts ticking like a Rusted clock whose hands of Time.
Unsuccessfully,.scrape and scratch the Lock.
But my friend.
No more can Eye Pretend.
I'm bound forever playing this "Damned Shame Game!"
...
God, I can take the Blame and the Shame.
But when I call out his Name?
God, here in the Pit.
Yes, of my "Endless Depression."
God, constantly falling down.
No matter how much.
I'm Regressing!
...
Yes, i can handle all the times.
All the times I've almost died.
But God?
God, why do I have to continue to Cry?
There's no one left to wash the tears from my Eyes.
...
God, was Eye Blind and no longer could See?
See, exactly what was happening all around me?
Within the *Sea of Untranquility.
*Sea of Untranquility: noun
Note: The Largest Crater on the Moon.
Sometimes we cannot control the things that are trying to be controlled.
Fate and Destiny are the enemy.
And the loss of your child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare.
And yes it could be a Gift?
A Gift that continues to give.
As long as you continue to Live?
...
To learn more about the amazing process, and healing Journey of
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,
'Doctor Ricky 1024'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Candle Lit"
Pays
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and 2 member cents. Note: The Largest Crater on the Moon.
Sometimes we cannot control the things that are trying to be controlled.
Fate and Destiny are the enemy.
And the loss of your child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare.
And yes it could be a Gift?
A Gift that continues to give.
As long as you continue to Live?
...
To learn more about the amazing process, and healing Journey of
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,
'Doctor Ricky 1024'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Candle Lit"
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