I dont know why I stick around
I cant handle more abuse
The kids, my house, no money
There's always some excuse
Drowning in my tears at night
All the pain I've tried to hide
He says that he's not cheating
deep down I know he lied
I hate myself for staying
How could I be so dumb
I'll do anything to leave this life
I've gone completely numb
Hes always been unfaithful
I've never been enough
I want to leave this situation
I know he's going to make it tough
Im scared to talk or disagree
I've seen just how far he'll go
First his anger then the fighting
And all the violence he will show
I know he doesn't love me
Thou he says it everyday
He never really means it
He just wants me to go away
I dont know how to be with someone
When the tables always turned
Deceit with No compassion
And all our bridges he has burned
My brain you beat, my heart you blead
My sole you stole from me
You made me weak so you were strong
I'm not who I used to be
Never once, nor have I ever
Experienced so much pain
You've definitely Succeeded
Youve done damage to my brain
You are a wolf and I the lamb
And little did I know
That once you Finally had me
You'd deliver a fatal blow
Im to depressed to sleep
I cry most everyday
Im know that I'm not wanted
He never wanted me to stay
Please end my life, this life of pain
So I never feel again
For then I'll finally be at peace
Release me from his reign
Our relationship has died
The love was always dead
My heart is quickly dieing
You twist my mind until it bled
Everyday I'm slowly dieing
I wish my life would just end quick
thinking about those words you spoke
You truly make me sick
If I take another step
If I take just one more leap
I'll surely fall right off this ledge
Into the waters deep
Now I'm barely treading water
As I struggle for my breath
My broken mind has given up
My tired body begs for death
As water starts to full my lungs
I dont fight the urge for air
I pray my life ends quickly
Another day I could not bare
As they lay me in my coffin
Although it's 6 ft deep
Finally I have silence
No more tears I have to weep
I'll finally be at peace
From the torture Ive have had
No more pain and no more trauma
No more ever being sad
The love for life I had in me
Had slowly gone away
Im ready to finally leave this world
Because for me, its sad and gray
Don't cry for me once I am gone
Your selfish tears don't care
You masks gone clear, they all have seen
Your love was never there
I blamed you till my last breath drawn
My life was yours to end
You took from me my love for life
You were my only friend
You never shed a tear for me
You are happy I am gone
Free to find another
So you can do her wrong
You are incapable love
Your heart was ment to hate
I will go to heaven
You wont make it threw the gate
My sole to be reborn
As I leave this life of hell
I leave behind this story
As I bid my last farewell
