Spiritual Non-Fiction posted April 30, 2023 Chapters:  ...46 47 -48- 49... 


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A Dedication.

A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.

Golden Moments of Time

by Ricky1024


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Background
Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled,
"Footsteps in the Sand"
"Golden Moments of Time" (A)
A Dedication for Jay and Two Minute
Write
Written on April 30th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'

Forever and always, ever...
Thinking of only you.
My mind still so tortured Jay and I still don't know exactly what what to do?
I promised to you to shed but a single tear.
Yes, but it's constant and happening each day of each year.
...
Every day I must now say God.
Can You not stop the pounding pain? Nothing but constant miseries and Heartache remains.
...
I guess one day my time will come due.
Yes, but until then all those precious moments to be?
To Be or Not to Be?
There's no answer to this question except...
Ashes to Ashes.
Dust to Dust.
Time goes on as it always must.
As Painful memories, feast and dine.
"Golden Moments of *Time"

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"Party of Sin"
(To Grieve)
Written on May 11th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024

In order to properly Grieve?
Firstly, with me.
We must realize and at the same time not believe.
Believe it or not?
Yes, it's as "Normal as Normal"
Normal can be for me.
...
But when one or even two of your Loved Ones suddenly disappear?
You too Vanish in a "Blink of An Eye."
Blinded by the Darkness Pain and Never Ending Shame.
Note: And, it's all part of the Senselessly of the Game.
...
Heart-Ache kicks in joined with those Wetted Tears in your "Party of Sin."
Happy birthdays to you and me!
As, each and every day.
As, the Tears coat the Years.
As, they float worthlessly By.
...
Soon, you will learn now how to deal with the Cry.
"The Me Oh Mys"
For Life is a most Blessed of thing. Yes, even within a "Party of Sin."
Approximate Word Count: 521





*Time:
noun
/time/
1 a: the measured or measurable period during which an action, process, or condition exists or continues: DURATION
b: a. non-spatial continuum That is measured in terms of events which succeed one another from past to present to future.
c: LEASURE: "a time for reading and writing"
...
Note: Since the initial donation of my son' Jason's Organs.
(April 1st, 2003)
It has been approximately.
20 years and 29 days.
240 months.
1,048 weeks.
7,,334 days.
175,992 hours.
10,559,546 minutes.
572, 810,000 seconds.
Without a single sound of word to me from my son.
Without as much as a blink of his eyes, or kiss on my face.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024'
And, His Incredible Picture Entitled,
"1930's Buren Gold Pocket Watch"
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