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A past reflectional thought.
A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.
When My Time Stood Still
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
| Background Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "When His Time Stood Still" |
"When My Time Stood Still"
Written up April 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"From the Very First to the Very Last Breath"
...
To Be Misled instead.
To Be Led astray that day?
To Be Misled astray that Day.
Yes, till Today?
Yes, this very day!
My Dear God?
...
Exceptional Abilities lost and left in the Dust.
Why God, I had so much trust!
Ashes to Ashes...
Dust to Dust...
God?
Why must this be for me??
...
So, I cry out in "Vacuumed Silence."
Tears, continuous tears.
Twenty now wasted years.
Why God, must this continue to be?
Why God, must eye instead remain?
...
As if blinded and binded in my
"Eternal Shame?
"From the Very Moment to the Very Lasting and, "Eventual Breath."
To the Final Moment of my Death.
...
So, I cry out in "Vacuumed Silence."
Tears continuous tears.
Twenty now long lost years.
Why God, must this be for me?
And, to remain this way?
As I am trapped within my
*Eternal Shame."
Written up April 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"From the Very First to the Very Last Breath"
...
To Be Misled instead.
To Be Led astray that day?
To Be Misled astray that Day.
Yes, till Today?
Yes, this very day!
My Dear God?
...
Exceptional Abilities lost and left in the Dust.
Why God, I had so much trust!
Ashes to Ashes...
Dust to Dust...
God?
Why must this be for me??
...
So, I cry out in "Vacuumed Silence."
Tears, continuous tears.
Twenty now wasted years.
Why God, must this continue to be?
Why God, must eye instead remain?
...
As if blinded and binded in my
"Eternal Shame?
"From the Very Moment to the Very Lasting and, "Eventual Breath."
To the Final Moment of my Death.
...
So, I cry out in "Vacuumed Silence."
Tears continuous tears.
Twenty now long lost years.
Why God, must this be for me?
And, to remain this way?
As I am trapped within my
*Eternal Shame."
*Eternal Shame: Adjective
/eternal Shame/
1. A Father or Mother's feelings for the loss of his child.
...
Note: The loss of a child, no matter the age, is a parent's worst nightmare.
And, a Gift that continues to give as long as you continue to live.
.
Note: It has now been over Twenty years.
This past March 31st, 2023.
On March 31st 2003.
I lost my only son Jason was unfortunately in a Horrible car accident.
I still feel to this day it should not have happened.
It should but could not be prevented.
And, I wonder why with all of my Broken Heart?
Yes that even though I don't feel my son Jason has died.
Why the driver was never severely punished?
With at least a year in a juvenile facility?
...
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's Graciously donated to the Four on April 1st, 2003.
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
"why God must this eternal shame always remain?"
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'cleo85'
Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Deserted"
Pays
one point
and 2 member cents. /eternal Shame/
1. A Father or Mother's feelings for the loss of his child.
...
Note: The loss of a child, no matter the age, is a parent's worst nightmare.
And, a Gift that continues to give as long as you continue to live.
.
Note: It has now been over Twenty years.
This past March 31st, 2023.
On March 31st 2003.
I lost my only son Jason was unfortunately in a Horrible car accident.
I still feel to this day it should not have happened.
It should but could not be prevented.
And, I wonder why with all of my Broken Heart?
Yes that even though I don't feel my son Jason has died.
Why the driver was never severely punished?
With at least a year in a juvenile facility?
...
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's Graciously donated to the Four on April 1st, 2003.
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
"why God must this eternal shame always remain?"
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'cleo85'
Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Deserted"
Artwork by cleo85 at FanArtReview.com
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