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The End of my Torture?
A chapter in the book Taste of My Reality
April Fool's Day?
by Ricky1024
| Background Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "Reality Accumulated for You" |
"April Fool's Day?" (A)
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
God, how many more times does this have to be?
Another lousy April Fool's Day for me?
I know that they say...
"The Jokes on Me?"
But it's some kind of cruel game for me.
Why God?
I'm choking and moping on my Misery.
...
God, how many more?
Does it have to be?
Never seems to End?
Yes, just continue for me?
Over and Over and Over again?
Why do Eye hath to manage this day?
With written words?
Writing with this Cheap, Green, T.D. bank pen!
...
April 1st again to start this day?
Surely God, April showers?
Showers of Endless tears this day?
I'm crying out loud!
God, to you!
Won't You Please make them End this Day?
What's a Broken-Hearted father now to do??
...
God, it's Twenty years now playing this Joking game!
The memories just never seem?
Seem for me to go away?
God, I know that for most, it seems to be just another day?
God, but for me?
I'll try my best again to pray.
****
Dear Lord God above.
Please shower my Pains with "Disappearing Tears?"
Waste away all my twenty past Endless and miserable years?
Years I have faced.
Years of waste.
God, bitter again tIs this taste.
Faced and tried to deal with this all alone?
Even finally ET had a chance to go home!
...
Losing my Only son, Jay.
Twenty years ago on this very day!
Shortly later my sad and upset wife!
God, she was suffering!
Christ!
...
Why did she too need to be taken away??
God, tis these words too?
Too much to pray?
I still try to take and make an effort to do my very best.
And make this very April Fool's Day.
Bloom Glorious flowers.
Beautiful Flowers of Life Everlasting.
Turning Page, after Page, after Page of words that I'm now casting.
...
And God, Above?
I've been taking it on the chin but when does my music begin?
When until my time?
My time of rest?
Finally to come?
My time of rest?
No more shall I be begun?...
God, help me to achieve?
Achieve Your final request?
Yes, I'm only human in your image at best.
Perhaps just a Fool and still in Love with my past?
...
Life though is for the Living.
They say.
You got to make your own kind of music.
And that's what I'm doing as I pray!
...
Make your own Special kind and blend those words just right!
Even if nobody seems to understand.
You got to make your own kind of music in your own Special song.
Even if nobody wants to sing along.
...
God, so until.
I'll continue.
I'll continue on this very April Day.
.Yes, to create on paper.
Paper Machete.
Paper Machete images.
Yes, in order for those to understand and see.
For even this blind man with words that are unique.
And for just a split second, open his eyes and take a peek!
And God, You've given a Gift.
Why only to me?
On this very day.
Arranged in my own Unique, Special, Style, and Way.
Whether night or weather day.
God, this I do now pray in this Testimony today.
*Amen.
****
"No Fooling April Fool's Day!" (B)
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
There's no Fooling April Fool's Day!
Can't just make it go away!
No matter how hard.
I had just prayed!
There 's absolutely no a fooling.
"April Fool's Day!"
...
Ain't no sun, even shining my way?
God, I'm continuing my pining though this day.
Did that Nasty Joker even play a joke on me?
Yes, and even take away.
Away my Son Jay from me?
Yes, to make me feel??
The jokes on me and it's so real!
...
Yes, it's raining down on my parade!
Yes, as Darkened Clouds mow appear?
I understand yesterday out **West.
A large and massive tornado appeared!
The Joker's doing his Very, Very, Best!
Even playing it's Evil jokes on all the Rest!
Is this truly just a Test?
God, perhaps this is his Job?
God, perhaps this is his very Quest?
...
To take from all and and leave no Rest?
God knows this day.
Yes, I had to give away.
My only Son.
My only Jay!
Approximate Word Count: 887
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
God, how many more times does this have to be?
Another lousy April Fool's Day for me?
I know that they say...
"The Jokes on Me?"
But it's some kind of cruel game for me.
Why God?
I'm choking and moping on my Misery.
...
God, how many more?
Does it have to be?
Never seems to End?
Yes, just continue for me?
Over and Over and Over again?
Why do Eye hath to manage this day?
With written words?
Writing with this Cheap, Green, T.D. bank pen!
...
April 1st again to start this day?
Surely God, April showers?
Showers of Endless tears this day?
I'm crying out loud!
God, to you!
Won't You Please make them End this Day?
What's a Broken-Hearted father now to do??
...
God, it's Twenty years now playing this Joking game!
The memories just never seem?
Seem for me to go away?
God, I know that for most, it seems to be just another day?
God, but for me?
I'll try my best again to pray.
****
Dear Lord God above.
Please shower my Pains with "Disappearing Tears?"
Waste away all my twenty past Endless and miserable years?
Years I have faced.
Years of waste.
God, bitter again tIs this taste.
Faced and tried to deal with this all alone?
Even finally ET had a chance to go home!
...
Losing my Only son, Jay.
Twenty years ago on this very day!
Shortly later my sad and upset wife!
God, she was suffering!
Christ!
...
Why did she too need to be taken away??
God, tis these words too?
Too much to pray?
I still try to take and make an effort to do my very best.
And make this very April Fool's Day.
Bloom Glorious flowers.
Beautiful Flowers of Life Everlasting.
Turning Page, after Page, after Page of words that I'm now casting.
...
And God, Above?
I've been taking it on the chin but when does my music begin?
When until my time?
My time of rest?
Finally to come?
My time of rest?
No more shall I be begun?...
God, help me to achieve?
Achieve Your final request?
Yes, I'm only human in your image at best.
Perhaps just a Fool and still in Love with my past?
...
Life though is for the Living.
They say.
You got to make your own kind of music.
And that's what I'm doing as I pray!
...
Make your own Special kind and blend those words just right!
Even if nobody seems to understand.
You got to make your own kind of music in your own Special song.
Even if nobody wants to sing along.
...
God, so until.
I'll continue.
I'll continue on this very April Day.
.Yes, to create on paper.
Paper Machete.
Paper Machete images.
Yes, in order for those to understand and see.
For even this blind man with words that are unique.
And for just a split second, open his eyes and take a peek!
And God, You've given a Gift.
Why only to me?
On this very day.
Arranged in my own Unique, Special, Style, and Way.
Whether night or weather day.
God, this I do now pray in this Testimony today.
*Amen.
****
"No Fooling April Fool's Day!" (B)
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
There's no Fooling April Fool's Day!
Can't just make it go away!
No matter how hard.
I had just prayed!
There 's absolutely no a fooling.
"April Fool's Day!"
...
Ain't no sun, even shining my way?
God, I'm continuing my pining though this day.
Did that Nasty Joker even play a joke on me?
Yes, and even take away.
Away my Son Jay from me?
Yes, to make me feel??
The jokes on me and it's so real!
...
Yes, it's raining down on my parade!
Yes, as Darkened Clouds mow appear?
I understand yesterday out **West.
A large and massive tornado appeared!
The Joker's doing his Very, Very, Best!
Even playing it's Evil jokes on all the Rest!
Is this truly just a Test?
God, perhaps this is his Job?
God, perhaps this is his very Quest?
...
To take from all and and leave no Rest?
God knows this day.
Yes, I had to give away.
My only Son.
My only Jay!
Approximate Word Count: 887
*Amen: interjection
/amen/
1. Used to express solemn ratification (as of an expression of faith) or hardly approval (As of an asertation)
"God I pray to you this day to make it go away?"
...
**West: Adjective
/west/
1. direction
Note: 12 tornadoes reported over the past 48 hours.
(A) Friday 03:58 PM. CDT 2
S.S.W. MALCOM.
(A) Friday 03:57 PM. CDT. 2
SSE. LANCASTER
(A) Friday 3:45 PM. CDT.
SSE.
Baseball size hail 70 mph winds St. Louis.
Mountain Home Arkansas:
Woman experiences devastating tornado winds.
...
NWS: Friday preliminary confirms EF-2 tornado strikes in Mullica Hill, New Jersey.
Note: This is my state.
So God, what's next Oz again?
...
Note: This marks two decades of April Fool's Day for me and my family.
Yes, 20 years the three out of four human beings are still alive!
Completely off anti-rejection medications!
Sharing my Only Son Jason's Heart and lungs!
And sharing my Son Jason's Kidneys!
...
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!'
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
"Together Forever and the Beat Goes On!"
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024'
His Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Caution Wet Floor"
Pays
one point
and 2 member cents. /amen/
1. Used to express solemn ratification (as of an expression of faith) or hardly approval (As of an asertation)
"God I pray to you this day to make it go away?"
...
**West: Adjective
/west/
1. direction
Note: 12 tornadoes reported over the past 48 hours.
(A) Friday 03:58 PM. CDT 2
S.S.W. MALCOM.
(A) Friday 03:57 PM. CDT. 2
SSE. LANCASTER
(A) Friday 3:45 PM. CDT.
SSE.
Baseball size hail 70 mph winds St. Louis.
Mountain Home Arkansas:
Woman experiences devastating tornado winds.
...
NWS: Friday preliminary confirms EF-2 tornado strikes in Mullica Hill, New Jersey.
Note: This is my state.
So God, what's next Oz again?
...
Note: This marks two decades of April Fool's Day for me and my family.
Yes, 20 years the three out of four human beings are still alive!
Completely off anti-rejection medications!
Sharing my Only Son Jason's Heart and lungs!
And sharing my Son Jason's Kidneys!
...
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!'
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
"Together Forever and the Beat Goes On!"
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024'
His Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Caution Wet Floor"
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