"A Father's Worst Nightmare"
Written on March 11th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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March 31st, 2003.
About 8:00 Pm.
Count Days
March 11th, 2023 ~
March 31st, 2003 .
7,245 Days ago...
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Once Upon a Time.
When Time was Once Upon.
Life for me was happy.
True. I had a very hard life raising a family of Seven.
True, at this point there was two nervous breakdowns.
But I was still happy.
My family and dream was complete. And, had been complete.
Since the day I married in 1985
...
Yes, now 38 years ago.
13,879 days ago.
Now things would get.
"Fast and Furious" rather quickly!
...
You have to realize during that period of time.
That teenagers were influenced by many things.
Yes, they were very visually induced and influenced .
And they would see.
MTV and Video games were such an influence.
Sega. Genesis, followed by PlayStation and then Xbox.
Also that horribly influencable and stupidly dispensable movie Entitled,
"Fast and Furious"
Starring Paul Walker (deceased car accident November 13th, 2013)
Vin Diesel.and Michelle Rodriguez.
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Yes, it was a "Fast Paced Society." Telecommunications with the internet. So, so, many things happening so, so, quickly, but did we understand??
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Now hold on tight and hold my hand!
Cuz I am taking you on a journey of my misery!
Journey on my pain that has not ended!
Journey on March 31st, 2003 when I died and not he!
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Let me take your breath away 100 miles an hour into a telephone pole!
You're now the passenger in a Ford Mustang driven with a 17-year-old mentally ill child on a medication called effexor!
Is only concern was to be affected and accepted!
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Let me take you on a n Incredible Journey.
A Journey in a helicopter.
Yes to the Atlantic City Medical Trauma Center.
Had enough "Drama Center" yet?
...
Well let me shake the dice and share the bet?
Well it snake eyes. Sorry I was not you!
Yes, where you will have a Heart Attack!
But by gift of God .
God will bring you and not me back!
Brought back!
But how could that be?
Why?
Why do you need to be Alive?
Let me take you on that Journey?
Back in time!
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170 4861 hours and 48 minutes to this point in time!
Let me continue this now in a complete rhyme!
Yes, with each and every thought in my mind?
Let me grind it in ?
Let me portray in a sin !
God how can I again?
Begin ?
Because now Fanstorians.
It's April Fool's Day 2003.
Seventeen hours later.
Now FOCUS!
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Please for me?
But Seventeen hours later.
Now you're "Brain-Dead!" Yes not horrible room where all I did was cry.
Yes, and I'm out of my head!
Yes, and your comatose and Raccooned!
Your eyes are swollen, closed and black and blue!
There's umbilical fluid coming out both of your ears!
So, so, many lost hours.
So, so, many many of my tears!
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But don't worry, it's perfectly okay!
Because God had a plan this incredible day!
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
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Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
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Oh, I forgot
Yes, in that horrible room where all I did was cry!
Cry why?
All those lost years and all those many many tears!
Yes but don't worry because it's okay.
Because I'm the one that died and I've been dead ever since that March 31st 2003 day.
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