"The Storm Inside Me"
Written on March 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I can still taste this Waste of saltiness inside my Mouth!
It Bleeds with need,indeed.
I soothe this transpire of Molten Fire with a small cup of cold but Sweet Root Beer.
But God, am I really still here?
As I reflect why I am still here?
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Cheap motels, shelters, to compted Casino Hotel rooms.
Homeless since January 13th 2023.
And, I feel this pain of Homelessness.
I feel and try to amend with $20 (twenty) after $20 (twenty)
But even that is not enough nor
"Good and Plenty"
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Pretending that I'm okay but if I am God?
God, if I am?
God, and if it is so?
God, then why is there this Rage?
Rage, churning so deeply within me?
Rage!
Page, after Page, after Page!
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I write it but Hate.
Hate that was created.
God, have I become some
"Babe in the Woods?"
Stalked by the Wolf?
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God, an Easy Mark?
A Stooge, Duped to the point of all deposit but now, "No Return?"
God, am I but a Clay pigeon in some Evil Shooting Gallery?
Cupie doll?
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Am I Just a Smudge of Realty?
A Small Portion of my former self?
A trusting Soul and Gullible person?
God, some Stupid Chump and Object of Ridicule?
A Petty Patsy?
Just some Sap and part of her"Vulturous Scheme??
So, Incredibly mean!
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Yes God.
My Blood still Bleeds Red!
Yes, but am I out of my head with Hate?
As I do my best to renavigate.
Yes, I was set up as the "Fall Guy"
The Object of a Scam.
I am a Sucker, Jester and Clown.
My Smile?
Yes, I wear Upside down!
God, am I but some Worthless Goat?
Choked on a Rope being led Astray and to her Slaughter this Day?
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Am I an Easy Target, Laughing Stock, a Turkey and Denison?
Oh God, I'm tired of being the Scapegoat the Schamial!
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Now let's make this perfectly clear.
I Did Not.
Never would.
Ever want to touch or have sex with that woman!
No more will I be a Lamb Being Led to the Slaughter!
Just a Soured Grape on a vine?
God, no more not this time!
No more will ai be.
Be but a Sitting Duck and Fish on the *Line?





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