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My feelings less than a week before court.
A chapter in the book Taste of My Reality
The Storm Inside Me
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
| Background Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "Reality Boiled Over and Over Again" |
"The Storm Inside Me"
Written on March 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I can still taste this Waste of saltiness inside my Mouth!
It Bleeds with need,indeed.
I soothe this transpire of Molten Fire with a small cup of cold but Sweet Root Beer.
But God, am I really still here?
As I reflect why I am still here?
...
Cheap motels, shelters, to compted Casino Hotel rooms.
Homeless since January 13th 2023.
And, I feel this pain of Homelessness.
I feel and try to amend with $20 (twenty) after $20 (twenty)
But even that is not enough nor
"Good and Plenty"
...
Pretending that I'm okay but if I am God?
God, if I am?
God, and if it is so?
God, then why is there this Rage?
Rage, churning so deeply within me?
Rage!
Page, after Page, after Page!
...
I write it but Hate.
Hate that was created.
God, have I become some
"Babe in the Woods?"
Stalked by the Wolf?
...
God, an Easy Mark?
A Stooge, Duped to the point of all deposit but now, "No Return?"
God, am I but a Clay pigeon in some Evil Shooting Gallery?
Cupie doll?
...
Am I Just a Smudge of Realty?
A Small Portion of my former self?
A trusting Soul and Gullible person?
God, some Stupid Chump and Object of Ridicule?
A Petty Patsy?
Just some Sap and part of her"Vulturous Scheme??
So, Incredibly mean!
...
Yes God.
My Blood still Bleeds Red!
Yes, but am I out of my head with Hate?
As I do my best to renavigate.
Yes, I was set up as the "Fall Guy"
The Object of a Scam.
I am a Sucker, Jester and Clown.
My Smile?
Yes, I wear Upside down!
God, am I but some Worthless Goat?
Choked on a Rope being led Astray and to her Slaughter this Day?
...
Am I an Easy Target, Laughing Stock, a Turkey and Denison?
Oh God, I'm tired of being the Scapegoat the Schamial!
...
Now let's make this perfectly clear.
I Did Not.
Never would.
Ever want to touch or have sex with that woman!
No more will I be a Lamb Being Led to the Slaughter!
Just a Soured Grape on a vine?
God, no more not this time!
No more will ai be.
Be but a Sitting Duck and Fish on the *Line?
...
Written on March 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I can still taste this Waste of saltiness inside my Mouth!
It Bleeds with need,indeed.
I soothe this transpire of Molten Fire with a small cup of cold but Sweet Root Beer.
But God, am I really still here?
As I reflect why I am still here?
...
Cheap motels, shelters, to compted Casino Hotel rooms.
Homeless since January 13th 2023.
And, I feel this pain of Homelessness.
I feel and try to amend with $20 (twenty) after $20 (twenty)
But even that is not enough nor
"Good and Plenty"
...
Pretending that I'm okay but if I am God?
God, if I am?
God, and if it is so?
God, then why is there this Rage?
Rage, churning so deeply within me?
Rage!
Page, after Page, after Page!
...
I write it but Hate.
Hate that was created.
God, have I become some
"Babe in the Woods?"
Stalked by the Wolf?
...
God, an Easy Mark?
A Stooge, Duped to the point of all deposit but now, "No Return?"
God, am I but a Clay pigeon in some Evil Shooting Gallery?
Cupie doll?
...
Am I Just a Smudge of Realty?
A Small Portion of my former self?
A trusting Soul and Gullible person?
God, some Stupid Chump and Object of Ridicule?
A Petty Patsy?
Just some Sap and part of her"Vulturous Scheme??
So, Incredibly mean!
...
Yes God.
My Blood still Bleeds Red!
Yes, but am I out of my head with Hate?
As I do my best to renavigate.
Yes, I was set up as the "Fall Guy"
The Object of a Scam.
I am a Sucker, Jester and Clown.
My Smile?
Yes, I wear Upside down!
God, am I but some Worthless Goat?
Choked on a Rope being led Astray and to her Slaughter this Day?
...
Am I an Easy Target, Laughing Stock, a Turkey and Denison?
Oh God, I'm tired of being the Scapegoat the Schamial!
...
Now let's make this perfectly clear.
I Did Not.
Never would.
Ever want to touch or have sex with that woman!
No more will I be a Lamb Being Led to the Slaughter!
Just a Soured Grape on a vine?
God, no more not this time!
No more will ai be.
Be but a Sitting Duck and Fish on the *Line?
...
*Line: noun.
/line/
1. A length of cord or cord-like material such as
(A) a comparatively strong slender cord.
(B) CLOSESLINE
(C) a rope used on shipboard.
"I Walk the Line" (1956)
Johnny Cash.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist,
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" Where Misty Rainbows Glow"
Pays
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and 2 member cents. /line/
1. A length of cord or cord-like material such as
(A) a comparatively strong slender cord.
(B) CLOSESLINE
(C) a rope used on shipboard.
"I Walk the Line" (1956)
Johnny Cash.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist,
'helvi2'
helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled,
" Where Misty Rainbows Glow"
Artwork by helvi2 at FanArtReview.com
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