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Life Long Lost.
A chapter in the book "The Gift of Life 2003"
The Difference
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
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"The Difference"
Based on Judy Collins hit song
(Send in the Clowns)
Written on January 10th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Isn't it rich and isn't a shame?
Now me so close and you now so far away?
But now baby, I have the key.
Finally yes, and you ran *Away?
Nothing left of us.
But to just pray.
...
Isn't it rich?
Isn't it clear?
You're gone each and every day.
But God, and I'm still here?
Doesn't it seem quite right to live Life.
Each and every day?
...
One moment I laugh?
And, the next moment what come may?
Send in the clowns.
Yes, there's got to be Clowns?
...
Isn't it Rich?
Isn't it Grand?
Me walking alone on the beach.
And not holding your hand?
I still try.
But God for no good reason why?
The day Dear you went away?
Didn't I want to die like you?
...
Isn't it Sad?
Weren't we once a Thing?
Together we created a family.
Yes, soon after the church bells did ring?
But then you took my Love?
And, it still stings.
...
Darling with this Poem.
I need you to now know?
As, Love was all I had left to give?
Tears now continuously Flow.
But I never shared with you.
I did not want to live too.
...
How God can I Ease?
My pain as it Bleeds?
Yes, when she no longer remains?
God I know all these words are driving me insane.
...
Isn't it Rich?
Isn't it Clear?
All those seasons have been taken in all of those lost Years?
Taken away?
Each and every day?
All those Birthdays and all those Holiday's?
...
Let me try as I Can?
Let me try as I May?
But God how can I hide?
Hide and ease the pain.
I feel each and every day?
Yes, in this Broken Heart.
When I know deep down.
Yes, she broke my Heart.
But God, She's no longer a part?
...
Now, isn't it Rich?
Now are we a Pair?
Me here at last on the ground.
But You still in **mid-air?
Based on Judy Collins hit song
(Send in the Clowns)
Written on January 10th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Isn't it rich and isn't a shame?
Now me so close and you now so far away?
But now baby, I have the key.
Finally yes, and you ran *Away?
Nothing left of us.
But to just pray.
...
Isn't it rich?
Isn't it clear?
You're gone each and every day.
But God, and I'm still here?
Doesn't it seem quite right to live Life.
Each and every day?
...
One moment I laugh?
And, the next moment what come may?
Send in the clowns.
Yes, there's got to be Clowns?
...
Isn't it Rich?
Isn't it Grand?
Me walking alone on the beach.
And not holding your hand?
I still try.
But God for no good reason why?
The day Dear you went away?
Didn't I want to die like you?
...
Isn't it Sad?
Weren't we once a Thing?
Together we created a family.
Yes, soon after the church bells did ring?
But then you took my Love?
And, it still stings.
...
Darling with this Poem.
I need you to now know?
As, Love was all I had left to give?
Tears now continuously Flow.
But I never shared with you.
I did not want to live too.
...
How God can I Ease?
My pain as it Bleeds?
Yes, when she no longer remains?
God I know all these words are driving me insane.
...
Isn't it Rich?
Isn't it Clear?
All those seasons have been taken in all of those lost Years?
Taken away?
Each and every day?
All those Birthdays and all those Holiday's?
...
Let me try as I Can?
Let me try as I May?
But God how can I hide?
Hide and ease the pain.
I feel each and every day?
Yes, in this Broken Heart.
When I know deep down.
Yes, she broke my Heart.
But God, She's no longer a part?
...
Now, isn't it Rich?
Now are we a Pair?
Me here at last on the ground.
But You still in **mid-air?
*Away: It's been 6,988 days since the death of my wife Carolyn.
**mid-air: noun
1. a part or section of air above ground level.
"She's now lost in mid-air"
...
Note on November 23rd, 2003.
Unfortunately, only eight months of our dearly beloved son Jason dies from injuries sustained in a horrible car accident.
My wife stopped her necessary medication and took her existence away.
...
Note: if you know somebody who seriously depressed and possibly suicidal please reach out to the national Suicide hotline at 988 or just simply dial 9-11.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's graciously offered to four Human Beings on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
To learn more about this amazing program?
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact me or my dearest friend.
Lara S ,Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
No need for clowns.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85'
And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Send in the Clowns"
Pays
one point
and 2 member cents. **mid-air: noun
1. a part or section of air above ground level.
"She's now lost in mid-air"
...
Note on November 23rd, 2003.
Unfortunately, only eight months of our dearly beloved son Jason dies from injuries sustained in a horrible car accident.
My wife stopped her necessary medication and took her existence away.
...
Note: if you know somebody who seriously depressed and possibly suicidal please reach out to the national Suicide hotline at 988 or just simply dial 9-11.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's graciously offered to four Human Beings on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
To learn more about this amazing program?
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact me or my dearest friend.
Lara S ,Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
No need for clowns.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85'
And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Send in the Clowns"
Artwork by cleo85 at FanArtReview.com
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