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A Father's Pain from Loss.
A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.
My Wound of Gauze (A)
by Ricky1024
| Background Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "Coming into God's Light" |
"My Wound of Gauze" (A)
Written on December 18th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Time heals but let's keep it real?
Really?
And after way back then as I write these words with a cheap pen.
...
The pen of my pain dissipates but then tries to sear.
Yes, but my scars are still visible and still appear?
After all these many hurtful years.
...
My Wound of Gauze is a thin translucent and loose fabric in an open weave.
And, it reveals the who I still am not the who I used to be.
...
Yes, my Wound of Gauze runs deep with claws that grasp!
Tear, rip, and yearn.
The Wound of Gauze with impenetrable Jaws that claws in search of her needs.
Yes, at best she has this Unending Greed that devours with jaws that never go away?
****
"My Wounds of Gauze" (B)
Written on December 18th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
My Wounds of Gauze, It runs so deeply in screams of hallow Dreams.
Never Discriminating but always into my Broken and Bloodied Heart.
...
Dear Lord God how do I part?
Yes, but it's still another part of me. Endless Unnerving Misery!
My Wound of Grief!
My Wound of Gauze!
Dear Lord God.
Is this a Gift from Santa or Satan Claus?
It's Entombed and Cocooned me to the point I can't even seem to sleep?
...
So up all night and here I write.
As it creeps it watches me and smiles with it's evil grin of Sin.
As I wonder why?
Why I still am here and in the morning of my mourning.
It gives me my Good Morning Kiss.
As I so much insist.
And, try to resist but it laughs in my ear and tells me.
'Never to forget!'
'I will always be here!'
Written on December 18th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Time heals but let's keep it real?
Really?
And after way back then as I write these words with a cheap pen.
...
The pen of my pain dissipates but then tries to sear.
Yes, but my scars are still visible and still appear?
After all these many hurtful years.
...
My Wound of Gauze is a thin translucent and loose fabric in an open weave.
And, it reveals the who I still am not the who I used to be.
...
Yes, my Wound of Gauze runs deep with claws that grasp!
Tear, rip, and yearn.
The Wound of Gauze with impenetrable Jaws that claws in search of her needs.
Yes, at best she has this Unending Greed that devours with jaws that never go away?
****
"My Wounds of Gauze" (B)
Written on December 18th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
My Wounds of Gauze, It runs so deeply in screams of hallow Dreams.
Never Discriminating but always into my Broken and Bloodied Heart.
...
Dear Lord God how do I part?
Yes, but it's still another part of me. Endless Unnerving Misery!
My Wound of Grief!
My Wound of Gauze!
Dear Lord God.
Is this a Gift from Santa or Satan Claus?
It's Entombed and Cocooned me to the point I can't even seem to sleep?
...
So up all night and here I write.
As it creeps it watches me and smiles with it's evil grin of Sin.
As I wonder why?
Why I still am here and in the morning of my mourning.
It gives me my Good Morning Kiss.
As I so much insist.
And, try to resist but it laughs in my ear and tells me.
'Never to forget!'
'I will always be here!'
Note: Losing a child is a parent's worst Nightmare.
And, it's a gift that continues to give.
Yes, as long as you continue to live.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Lilbug6:
Lilly's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Coming into the Light"
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and 2 member cents. And, it's a gift that continues to give.
Yes, as long as you continue to live.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Lilbug6:
Lilly's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Coming into the Light"
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