"The Disappearance Within Me?
Written on December 1st, 2022
By Richard Smrkovsky and ???
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"To Give tis a Noble, and most Compassionate, Gift but to give without expecting a reward; tis a Most Blessing indeed"
Unknown Poet (me)
...
The race is on now and Time is the enemy.
*Fast and Furiously!"
Many Lives are counting on this!
And, it is April, April 1st, 2003.
(April Fools Day)
And, any Fool now knows how important, important this day shall be!
Especially me with those many, many, tears now coming down from my eyes.
. ..
Now, Sometimes the Road is Long, as Weary, for a man on a mission.
A mission where the outcome is a Two-edged sword.
The One side cuts deep into my now Bursting and Broken Heart.
While the other Cuts a Swath for New Life!
...
When I first came to know Chaz.
This amazing and older man from Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Twas but a simple letter of thanks.
Gratitude speaking but of my Pain for the loss of a son.
The compassion I felt welled up in my eyes, as I came to realize.
Realize the now sense in all of this insanity.
No mention of his pain for having his chest opened and a New set of Lungs, along with a New Heart carefully planted inside.
A Seed of New Life.
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'Dad I'm so scared and can't even remember my own name?'
'And, I can no longer see but darkness surrounding me?'
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Note: Seventeen hours hath passed since the automobile accident and my Only Son.
Yes, and the soul passenger.
Unfortunately, was declared not only deceased by the State of New Jersey but also, and unfortunately,
"Brain-Dead"
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Following this letter was another a short time later from a man named Bill.
Bill lived somewhere out West and had but one and only one request.
Bill was counting the days but not to live?
Yes, but to only die from his misery.
As he did pray to God to save.
Save his life with but a Human Kidney.
Not only did and was the prayer answered but not by his wife.
His wife that was divorcing him and counting on the Insurance money.
Money not only would she never see.
As Bill now divorced she!
And, most fortunately, he now was living and being cared for by his Princess.
His only daughter.
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'Dad I can feel...
'Feel this strange feeling...
'Feeling that I'm rising?'
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Another man from Philadelphia, whom would never write a thank you letter but that was okay.
You see Received from the "Giver" a well needed Human Liver.
Yes, but whom would be that "Giver"
The "Giver" of more than Eight?
Yes, Eight precious.
Precious more years of Life?
...
Now the last recipient.
Yes, I'm saving for last was another unknown person.
And yes, to never write or return a letter.
This little girl from my state of New Jersey.
And, also South Jersey.
...
Now at just a child.
Her family was depending and praying for a Miracle.
A Blessing in the name of Jesus Christ.
And, obviously of course the left kidney.
Yes!
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And, it was Christmas also in April!
Yes, for all four fortunate beings! Firstly, from Chaz receiving the Precious Heart and Set of Lungs.
Yes, and lastly to this little girl.
This girl of only at age eight.
Waiting patiently for New Life to begin.
And, As for "The Disappearance Within Me?"
You reviewers just need to continue to read!