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My past Life.
A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.
Sustaining My Lost Souls
by Ricky1024
| Background Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled, "Feelings 2003" |
"Sustaining My Lost Souls"
Written on November 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
In Christ Faith and Perfect Hope.
I must insist that I'm now at the End of my Rope!
I must now part Forevermore.
For this Broken-Heart...
This Only and Lonely Heart?
Tis now never.
Yes, all my past Beasties are now as one.
...
God, I'm Gathering at Your Altar.
My life tis mostly done.
God, let Your work now begun?
Begun yes, for it's been too, too, long.
Damned long.
So, let the Shedding of the Sinning begin?
Scrape away at this Sin!
...
I saw recall those long ago and "Crippling Effects!"
So, let the Soul Gatherings begin!
For now as I am forced to reflect.
Yes, and no longer will I pretend!
Yes, no longer will I protect!
Protect those "Core Beliefs!"
...
So, God let the cleansing begin?
For there must be an End!
And, no more shall I protect and pretend!
The Amen.
...
Dear Lord God above.
Can and if You can forgive us?
Yes, for I am no longer capable of returning Your Love.
...
For, I'm lost and I cheat!
And, I want more than my fair share!
My bucket list is filled!
Yes, with "My Envious Greed!"
And, I no longer care
And, I'm no longer there!
...
I've lost my way and no more or
No longer can there be?
God, no longer do I pray!
God, for I only wish to be!
Yes, subject me now to all Your Pains and Miseries this day!
And Lord yes!
Dear God give them all now to me!
...
For All My Souls have forgotten!
Forgotten and lost their ways!
Yes, and are now only rotten!
Rotten to the very core!
And, how much longer do I need to feel this way?
God, and it can't keep going on this way anymore?
...
Now, come what Shalleth.
Now, come what Willeth.
Now, come what Mayeth?
Bring us all back together?
Together in Your House again?
...
For no more shall we pretend!
For no more shall we be cursed?
Yes cursed by the Devil indeed!
Lord God, can't You now see?
See it now as I present it and bleed!
But maybe with Your Forgiveness there can be an End?
Yes, to my Crudeness?
...
Note: We all need to repent on occasion.
Yes, and attend each and every Sabbath Sunday.
Yes, for the Sacrament awaits and let the cleansing to begin?
Begin with this Testimony.
Written on November 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
In Christ Faith and Perfect Hope.
I must insist that I'm now at the End of my Rope!
I must now part Forevermore.
For this Broken-Heart...
This Only and Lonely Heart?
Tis now never.
Yes, all my past Beasties are now as one.
...
God, I'm Gathering at Your Altar.
My life tis mostly done.
God, let Your work now begun?
Begun yes, for it's been too, too, long.
Damned long.
So, let the Shedding of the Sinning begin?
Scrape away at this Sin!
...
I saw recall those long ago and "Crippling Effects!"
So, let the Soul Gatherings begin!
For now as I am forced to reflect.
Yes, and no longer will I pretend!
Yes, no longer will I protect!
Protect those "Core Beliefs!"
...
So, God let the cleansing begin?
For there must be an End!
And, no more shall I protect and pretend!
The Amen.
...
Dear Lord God above.
Can and if You can forgive us?
Yes, for I am no longer capable of returning Your Love.
...
For, I'm lost and I cheat!
And, I want more than my fair share!
My bucket list is filled!
Yes, with "My Envious Greed!"
And, I no longer care
And, I'm no longer there!
...
I've lost my way and no more or
No longer can there be?
God, no longer do I pray!
God, for I only wish to be!
Yes, subject me now to all Your Pains and Miseries this day!
And Lord yes!
Dear God give them all now to me!
...
For All My Souls have forgotten!
Forgotten and lost their ways!
Yes, and are now only rotten!
Rotten to the very core!
And, how much longer do I need to feel this way?
God, and it can't keep going on this way anymore?
...
Now, come what Shalleth.
Now, come what Willeth.
Now, come what Mayeth?
Bring us all back together?
Together in Your House again?
...
For no more shall we pretend!
For no more shall we be cursed?
Yes cursed by the Devil indeed!
Lord God, can't You now see?
See it now as I present it and bleed!
But maybe with Your Forgiveness there can be an End?
Yes, to my Crudeness?
...
Note: We all need to repent on occasion.
Yes, and attend each and every Sabbath Sunday.
Yes, for the Sacrament awaits and let the cleansing to begin?
Begin with this Testimony.
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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