"Into the Hallowed Pits"
Written on November 8th, 2022
Bu Doctor Ricky1024
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Date: March 31st, 2003
It's deep, it's dark, and it's dank and there are no flowers blooming.
No birds of any colour singing.
Nor sun shining.
And, I can still smell the putrid odor and feel that Eerie presence in my bones to this very day!
...
November 23rd, 2003.
I've come a long was but unfortunately?
Yes, and on the day.
And, do the this UnEnding Stress.
Here I am back dressed in my "Sunday Best?"
God Above where is Thy Love?
...
Yes, and unfortunately, I've come back again back into this Nightmare!
God, that it taunts and teases me!
Yes, bearing its Evil head!
And, here I exist again with the Dead!
...
God, perhaps I did die?
Die and burn?
I so now yearn.
But God, how hard I want to leave but...
My Dear God as I burn.
I yearn!
What's wrong with me?
...
December 1st, 2006
(My Suicide Attempt)
It's been three and a half years since my last visit here God.
And yes, perhaps indeed.
I know on this very day.
Yes, I danced...
Yes, a "Triple Suicide Dance"
And yes, with the Devil and he laughed at me!
God, it's an External struggle, and
An Internal Beware!
Those scars i still bear!
And, yes!
It cut deep, deep with that knife!
External Stuggle loss of my Son and Wife.
...
God, tis there any hope down there for me?
Yes, way down below in Purgatory?
For nobody cares!
And, there are burning bodies everywhere!
I'm shriveling in pain!
And the misery sustains!
I'm still reaching out and calling Your Holy name!.
In the Pit of Hell.
There's no answer you see?
...
Ricky this is God.
And, I'm always listening and ready.
Somehow it just happens Ricky.
Yes God but as the running corpses surround me.
Tis it just part of my regrets and Misery?
God, when will this *End?