"I'm So, So, Sorry My Jay"
Written on November 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Dear and My Only Son Jay,
I'm so, so, sorry on this November and beautiful Sabbath Sunday.
And, I know that I'll be okay.
Okay because I can still feel you.
Yes, in "Our Own Special Way"
...
I tried to no longer cry for you.
Oh yes because I know that you don't want that for me to do.
I just want to let you know now.
Know on this Sabbath Sunday.
Yes, that I'm extremely close to satisfying that promise.
Yes, that promise of me to you.
On April Fool's Day 2003.
...
That flickering candle?
Yes, and way back then?
Yes, is now?
"A Raging Forest Fire"
Fire of Amens
...
Yes and, my mind is always raging.
Yes, and paging with each and every beautiful word in a poem.
Yes, that you give to me!
...
Hundreds upon hundred's of
Thousands!
Yes, that you send.
My Buddy Friend.

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"Jason's Letter Above"
Written on November 5th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky

Dear Dad,
Thanks for the letter.
Just got it yesterday on my Birthday!
And, how I do miss all of You!
And,I know it's going on two decades since we were last together.
And, it's too...
Breaking my Heart in two.
But that's even okay because I settled in nicely.
Nicely since you lastly wrote above to me.
...
The Sky's such a Brilliant Azure Blue and I sleep into the most comfortable cloud!.
I drink from the Heavenly fountain and it keeps me and everybody else looking the same!
Yes, the same as when we were below.
(And this I just want you to know)
...
And dad, I'm also a Peer Mediator.
Mediating now just like I did when I was a child in sixth grade!
Why?
Well because even Angels above can have discrepancies too!
And yes I did marry an Angel above but my Angel below?
Named Angel.
Please tell her I still miss her too!
...
I get Pay for View on my Heavenly TV cloud too!
And, last night, that's right!
Just like you
I just watch the WWE Wrestling event all the way over in Saudi Arabia!
...
So dad, even though things are so much different above.
Yes, they're actually pretty close to the same below!
(this I want you to know)
And, Happy Belated Birthday to you Daddy!
And, I still and will always Love you!
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
PS: Your Buddy Friend!
...
"Buddy Friend"
Written on April 14th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky

I'm not here dad but I'm not far ..
I'm in a beautiful place ..
A Special place not far as a Star
You'll feel this place.
Yes, just take a moment...
You'll see.
And, then you will know.
Just where I'll be!